Si Wei's blog

Lost

2011-08-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

It's been almost 8 months I haven't blogged here.

So nostalgic just coming back to this blog, reading all the old post. And suddenly I feel alive once again, alive in my old self. I can't even remembered when was the last time I truly had a c0nvo with any person who used to appear on my blog often. What happened?

It just happens.Too fast you'll never realised how you lost those friends while you're too busy chasing after things you thought were important.

What would you do if you spent countless nights crying your heart out hoping one day, someone would actually realised how torn apart you became, and start saving you?

Then again,

The chances are too small. For no one will ever thought of it.

And I'll stand here praying, someone found my soul.

Don't give up on me.

Dead-end

2010-12-18T03:30:00.000+08:00

Been on a non-blogging mood lately, not that I don't have the time to blog but I'm just too lazy.
Scrap the "don't have time to blog"..I was just busier with studies, magnum etc etc to blog more often especially the fact that I'm actually being quite chiong in my studies this semester.

Surprising I actually doing all my tutorials plus revision beforehand...and NOT LAST MINUTE!!!
Feel so darn great that I didn't need to stay up late at night to mug for my papers :) Let's just pray I did well for this test. But hey, 6 months internship is a good motivation for me to get good results, especially in cost accounting where my teacher is so sarcastic.God bless me man!

My December term break is finally here. AND DAMN, I'm not even glad about it.
2 projects due on 3rd Jan - 20% and 10% respectively. And the funny part, I can't seem to find time to fit my project group meeting into any days since I'm busy most of the days except weekends. Great, means I would most probably be skipping some time during training camp to rush out the projects. Super hate it when I'm given a project like right before the term break and I'm supposed to hand it up on the first day I resume school. HELLO...do I look like I have nothing better to do at home but sleep??!!!What's the point ranting... I still have to get it done by hook or crook cause my grades depends on it.

Feeling very off colour recently I don't know what has gotten into me lately. I don't even know what went wrong or where to start. Everything seems alright at the surface. It always does,doesn't it?

And it's always the same old things that chokes me up,again and again. Been spilling too much tears on stuffs I didn't knew I would.Was I expecting too much?I guess it wasn't easy living up to my own expectations and I expect others to do the same. Staying up at night questioning my decisions doesn't seem to be of much help lately. It always leads me back to the same question, will it be worth it?

I would say YES last time. Why wouldn't I? After all, I worked hard for it. I liked it. Was I too selfish, to only cared about what I wanted? Maybe. It will all come back to haunt you one day.

And this friend of mine told me "sometimes, giving up something that holds you back or doesn't let you advance forward is a good thing". Easier said than done. I know there are things that are holding me back, but I just refused to let it go. I guess I only have myself to blame if I chose to live my life the stressful way. Now, as confused as ever, I don't know what I'm living or dying for. So much for growing up or is it just me thinking too much about the future?

I guess I'm just too stupid to let myself go down that one way road, and worst of all, I already know it's a dead end. I'm just trying my luck to find an alternate route available for me at the end of this dead road for me to continue walking. But as of now, I'm stupid enough to even attempt this route.

I think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could freeze tim. Whether it was three years ago, today or still to come, whether it was just a moment, a whole day or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop turning and people would stop changing because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.

I wish I can spend time with you, just chatting our lives away.
That's all I need, at least for me to feel sane now.

♥Si Wei

courage

2010-11-20T03:05:00.004+08:00

Courage - the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery

Tonight, I wish I was more courageous.

I wish I wasn't afraid. Afraid that everything might not work out.
Too afraid to admit those feelings I have, for it might ruin everything we've built.
And I know I don't have anyone but myself to blame for.
I would just say life is full of too much unexpected events, that sometimes you can't keep up with it.
For once, I feel terrible, for myself.

I'm sorry heart. Forgive me for being selfish.

Fatigue

2010-11-14T20:41:00.005+08:00

EXCO 10/11 & Coaches

Been super tired the whole week I feel weak.
Haven't actually been feeling like that since ages, especially when it got worst that I had to took 4-6 panadols and yet no effect at all. Yea and if you see a girl limping to lectures and classes, it's most probably me!

I practically slept my whole weekend away. I bet I was barely awake for 12 hours during the weekends. Wonderful...but hey at least I did some of my homework, can't afford to screw up my studies anymore.

Next week is gonna be another hectic week with performance trainings for red camp literally everyday, more projects and assignments...AND THERE'S NO MORE 15 MINS GRACE PERIOD! SHIT!

Have you ever wondered where you would be if you haven't chose this road?
Would you go back and take a different route?
Would life been better?
Maybe people would stop expecting too much from me.
Let's face it, I'm not smart,pretty or popular.
I'm just an ordinary girl, stop putting high hopes on me.

It's so hard when you know how to fix other people lives but not your own.
Infact, I don't even know what has to be fixed because life has been kinda good to me.

People don’t want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.

♥Si Wei

New semester.

2010-11-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

I think this blog is pretty much dead.

No one's gonna come here anymore. Ah well, even better for me to rant my feelings :)

Another new sememster started,

New friend,

New tutors...

New modules and also

New responsibilities.

I pondered a lot at night thinking whether I made the right choices.
Have you ever felt like you want something so badly yet you're afraid to receive it?
For it might change your life completely.
I want to stay the same. A simple wish yet so hard to achieve.
Someone told me " the only thing that's constant is changes" ...very true to the extend it scares what would become of me in the future.
Because changing can means you're changing for the better or for the worst, yet it's unavoidable.
And sometimes I think we just need to know how to deal with our disappointments.

I'm tired. Mentally & physically.
If you're not gonna help, please don't add to my workload.

♥Si Wei

Don't Want An Ending

2010-10-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I've been thinking alot lately and I've realised...
Things change, people change and feelings change. Nothing will ever remain the same forever.
Makes me wish that we could all go back to the past, where things were less complicated then.

Sometimes, it is not only the bad memories that makes you sad but also the best ones which you know will not happen for the second time.

♥Si Wei

Training camp + YUM!

2010-10-03T22:39:00.004+08:00

OK I'm back!

Finally back from training camp! Had my share of fun at training camp even though I was still sick that time :D

Jeremy popped in to see us during our training camp. Omg i miss this guy man!!!

Exchange programme with Wildcards!

Magnum Juniors performed for Yum Carnival. I'm super proud of them :)
Had tons of fun!

typical life of a cheerleader :D

Si Wei

September Updates

2010-09-25T23:22:00.005+08:00

I realised I haven't blogged for almost a month. And the most important part was : I'M ON HOLIDAYS NOW!

This just further proves how lazy I am. Or I'm just too tired to blog.

September has been awesome and hopefully it stays this way till October though there were so ups and downs along the way.

Finally finished with my yr2 sem1 finals on 9th September.

Went on a crazy trip up to KL and Genting with some awesome peeps having the best time of my life playing monopoly deal, eating, sleeping, disturbing each other and watching the sunrise at Genting.

The awesome sunrise at genting :D

♥Some of the people who had gone through alot with me.

Honestly I don't mind staying like that forever. Screw all the dreams and passions. You only live your life once, and sometimes once is more than enough.

Ultimate shag just going for a super random 3 days 2 nights trip up.

Spent the entire last week training for F1 performance @ Ngee Ann which to me kinda sucked.Worst of all I spent almost the whole week training + fell twice from a pyramid and on mc for 1 week. How wonderful, note that I've been slacking at home the whole week due to my back pain which suck balls! (Unless you count suprising Hui Yin for her 19th birthday)

6 years old girl inside a 19 year old girl body!

Look how hard she's praying she can go for Super Junior show! LMAO!!

Meet Calista for a short dinner before heading back home.

And God decided to just play a prank on me and gave me a terrible flu + fever now (to the extend that I can't even breathe)! 1 day before my training camp starts. God bless me.

But well, at least there My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho now! Omg seriously I might actually turn lesbian for Shin Min Ah. How adorable can she get. At the rate this drama is going, it's probably gonna be my favourite drama after Goong.

Gah waiting for the subs to be out can be so painful. :(
I seriously recommend this drama for everyone. How can a drama be so wonderfully written with such amazing cast?!

“When you reach life’s crossroads, tough decisions must be made, decisions that might hurt people who love you, and people you love. But still it must be decided. For now, I do not want to make any.”

Please don't mess with me. I have my limits too.

Shall try and blog more after my training camp.

♥Si Wei

YOG

2010-08-31T17:16:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday, Malaysia!!!
Ha, i know i'm like super random suddenly blogging after not updating my blog for 2 weeks...was trying to get some of my studying done.

Apparently YOG break = time to have fun instead of studying. But hey, at least I managed to do some studying.

Hectic week last week not because of studying!
Went to stay at loft with PSP peeps from Wednesday - Friday. Awesome time man...we even went to watch the football semi-finals and finals for YOG.
My first live football match. Totally love the final match..and plus my eyecandy!!!

Pictures were all credit to Lester, since I didnt use my camera.

Jalan Besar Stadium

No.6!!!! Omg ain't he so cuteee!

Had tons of fun hanging in loft. :D But super tired too. God these people never sleep in the night I tell you!

Finally managed to get my iphone 4 on friday. Teehheee...how awesome after like months of procrastinations.

Went for Ian's birthday party on Sat. Me and Gwee went to CS to shop for his awesome car model first since we didn't know what to get him. Thank god we managed to find the car model :D

Tons of fun and laughters at Ian's party thanks to Eeyoung, Chris and the rest. Omg they totally made me burst out in laughters with all their silly jokes and stuff.
Gosh I miss high school times. It just made me realised that happiness could be obtained so easily.

Imma happy girl now. Except for the fact that my finals is this SAT! FML!

Shall get back to studying now. Genting trip right after IFA paper. Omg totally can't wait for it!

Sometimes its not all about the number of people around you, but the people who are around you.

Bye people! I know it's a super short post. Ciao..

♥Si Wei

YOG HOLIDAY break :)

2010-08-16T00:53:00.009+08:00

YOG break is here. Don't know whether it's a happy thing or a sad one? Honestly, I'm already in a holiday mood i think my gpa is crying for help already!

First week of YOG break was spent quite meaningful.

Singapore national day was on a Monday. Went in to Singapore thanks to Hwele & Fakhrin for persuading me to go for sleepover at Dom's. Took crazy long to get into Singapore thanks to all the Singaporean cars jamming up JB roads. Didn't managed to watch the fireworks but we still had fun laughing,eating and shopping for tidbits.

So after much debate, we watched Sky of Love (2nd time) with chinese subtitles (yea totally awesome...i regret not learning chinese.fml) with everyone. After that followed by Orphan with only me,hwele,tom and gloria.

God I hate thriller movie. I think the rest were more scared thanks to me. :P
Somehow most of us were wide awake by the end of the movie...and yeap, we slept at 6am.

Woke up super late the next day and went for lunch before heading home to KO awhile before YOG training.

Didn't do much for the next few days except eat,sleep,shit,train and watch drama. oh horrible me..arghhhh!

I'm so terrible I actually finished Coffee House in 2 weeks! Apparently my drama craze came back. Don't ever ask why!

Poetry Slam
Went in to Singapore again and again and worst of all on a Saturday to support Mel at her poetry slam. Me, mercy and fann were like super late but thank God we managed to catch Mel's performance!

After that went to Marina Square to hang out + eat cake. All thanks to the poem which triggered us to eat cakes!
And finally sushi buffet @ Sakae!!!!

Fann with her ramli burger pose!

Star of the day

typical malaysian camwhores on the mrt!

And just when we reach Bugis mrt, we saw YOG opening ceremony fireworks!
Should have went and watch it man.

Gah I miss hanging out with these awesome people.♥
Never fail to make my day a happy day.

And finally the last day of the week!
Went out to CS to celebrate Tracy's birthday in advance since she wouldn't be free on Tuesday to celebrate it with us + Agnes have school!

Korean dinner @ Jang Won as usual (Too bad Natalie couldn't make it cause SPM trials starts tmr)

The girl who goes crazy over Show Luo.

polaroid again. LOL!

Happy 19th Birthday!!!!♥ Have fun at KL and stay happy k!
If Vivee bully you, I'll smack her!

Don't forget about our Korea promise!

And the highlight of the week!
I finally got a storybook after freaking long. Gonna start reading it and finish it soon! Wooooo

We become silent about the things that matter because we can't quantify how a heart aches..Or loves..Or breaks.

Si Wei♥

Convent 85th!

2010-08-01T01:15:00.008+08:00

Happy 85th Birthday my dear school!♥

I'm glad I decided to came back to watch the 85th anniversary concert.
It feels great being back home, meeting all the friends, teachers, seniors and also juniors.

Heartwarming to watch how Convent had grown throughout the years. Bring back the good old memories. :)

Wonderful performance by the juniors and primary kids students who were freaking cute!
Somehow, I miss choir alot when the choir started to sing the medley! Especially when you're sitting with a row of choir girls, you can't help but sing along with them :D

with mel my OKU mummy

Sarah, sorry I didn't go for your performance at FOA.

Natalie, the first whole who punched me then kissed me. :P

And I realise some people are still as semangat as ever.
She even ask me to not take her pic with a "X"

Elean! Gah fnally got to see you after more than 1 year!

ALYAA! :D

Class of 2008 (Didn't managed to get everyone there) with Pn. Doreen

Went off to CS for lunch. Didn't managed to eat at Seoul Garden because of the queue. Bleh...went Nandos instead and got ourselves so bloated!

Went and see the sinsei on my way home so i'm on medication now.sucks.

Convent isn't only a school, it's a place deep in the heart of every Convent girl which can never be replaced by anything.
Without it, I wouldn't have been able to be me.

♥Si Wei

Tonight, I wanna cry

2010-07-29T01:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes no matter how hard you try, being the best is completely out of your reach.

relax.

2010-07-24T15:22:00.004+08:00

OH YAY! I'm stuck at home in Malaysia on a Saturday!
How wonderful...

Sometimes I don't think I understand myself.
I'm always complaining I don't have time to do this and that...
Yet when I have the time now...I feel like i'm empty.

Can't believe this semester is coming to an end...in like 2-3 more weeks before the long study break + YOG break kicks in and poof! FINALS!

This week ended well.
Finally done with most of the projects :D

I&E Presentation went well.
Super love my class ttm (even though we only met like 4 times..maybe that's why I loved it!)
4 lessons over the semester is just awesome.

Viewpoint is finally done. Didn't managed to do much since Jake did it all.
Ben actually scared me that we had to stay back at least 2 days to finish the damn thing. Turns out to be quite easy CAUSE BEN HELPED JAKE!! :):)...except for the typing part and printing part.

Managed to catch INCEPTION! Like finally!!!!!

Mindblowing awesome!

When you're dreaming, everything seems normal.
It's only when you've woken up that you realised something is strange.

And the best part is after the movie, you can't tell whether you're still dreaming or in reality.

And somehow, this week turn out to be very slacked...no training on friday!
I can't remember the last time I came back early to malaysia on a friday. yea...i always end up arriving in JB around midnight.How depressing..

But oh well, reached JB around 6pm...went for a haircut which my fringe is super fugly now.
Korean dinner with mum! Makes me miss having korean dinner with Tracy & Agnes
Realised my bro is at church camp.

"Remember why you're here for"
I saw it on a friend's blog and I just realised..
I forgot my purpose of being here...being too distracted with everything.
Maybe it's time to go back to the route I wanted to walk in.

Leave when you have to, Si Wei..
before things gets too complicated or
before you get attached to it so much that you think it's reality when in fact it's just a dream.

What's the most resilient parasite? An Idea. A single idea from the human mind can build cities. An idea can transform the world and rewrite all the rules.
- Inception

♥Si Wei

Confused.

2010-07-20T02:15:00.003+08:00

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

Today wasn't a good day.
- I&E presentation went ok. Nothing much and impromptu speech was kinda ok! I'm getting better and better at this man!
- Reformat-ed my computer because there's this stupid startup repair shit. Damn system. Hopefully ACCPAC works fine from now on. Or not i'm gonna curse and swear at it.
- Training went ok. CUI TTM but damn happy cause me and rachel actually got to midtier 2-2-1...wahahah all time damn funny combination!
- I still cant do my left lib but I managed to do TTH with Dom. ARGGHHH stupid left lib.

Sometimes, in life, you'll have to make tough decisions,
No matter what, never look back and regret the decisions you forgo,
Because you know it will all be worth it.
Because this is what you want at this moment this second,
And I really want to finish this journey with each and everyone of you guys!
Just tell yourself it's ok, because you know it will be.
For everything you've given up, God will give you something else instead.

♥Si Wei

Poly Experience + Cheer 2010

2010-07-13T01:26:00.010+08:00

Fun & tiring week!

Poly Experience
Had tons of fun practicing even though it was only a 10-men routine :) really glad it was all stunts up for such a short time of practice.

♥

Special thanks to all the magnum peeps that took their time and came down to the CC to support us on both days & also our 3 lovely professional spotters!

Super shag after 5 days of training non stop on a schooling week.

On the other hand....

FIRST unassisted CUPIE with Tom!

♥

Cheer 2010
I just did the craziest thing this year. I literally decided to go up to KL on Friday to watch Cheer 2010 which was on Saturday & Sunday!

Omg seriously i feel so guilty for my body because it was literally damn tired and I forced it to go up to KL to watch the competition because of all the temptations. But well, had a great time there. Really glad to be back even as a spectator...seriously missed the atmosphere there. :)

Met ZM and Graham there....got to know a cute thailand guy too! Gosh now i wished i studied in Thailand..

Thanks to Sarah Lim for letting us put up at her place :) :) And and Tracy, Vivee & their friend for like bringing us to SS15 for supper and also sending us back! Woot...awesome trip I'll say.

me with my awfully ugly eyebags after a whole busy week.

me & agnes!

with VIVEE! omg i miss her ttm!

Cheer 2010! I miss how every team will run around the stadium with their banner/flag/boards!

the 2 crazy girls that went up kl!
Thanks for being my most random friend!

me & tracy Omg i miss her like so much...didn't see her for almost 2 months already!

Congrats to all the Cheer 2010 winners...especially Cyrenz for getting champion.
But i still think Calyx All Girls deserve it more (just my opinion).

I'm officially voiceless now. For your information, I didn't even cheer on Cheer 2010 cause I lost my voice already. How sad!!!! :(
And i sound like a tranny now. ugh!

Decided to oovoo hwele & rachel in EAA class but oovoo sucks. Can't connect with 3 people!

I really wanna walk this journey with you.
I'm still holding on to that little hope it will come true,
even though I know you're letting go.

Two of the hardest things to say in life : Hello for the first time & Goodbye for the last.

♥Si Wei

crossroad.

2010-07-09T10:45:00.004+08:00

I'm tired.

This week has been one hell of a hectic week.
Too much of work to be done and I'm going down.

Somehow I'm feeling so helpless this time.like seriously.
What's wrong with everyone?
For once i think humans are fucking complicated.
We want everything yet we're not willing to give in to the other party.
When we're given what we want, we took it for granted.
And now when we're not given that privileges, it seems like everything is against us.
Maybe it's time to wake up. Life isn't always perfect.
Time to face reality, it's a cruel world out here.
The world doesn't revolve around you.
But that doesn't mean we should give up on whatever we wanted to do.

Like what I've posted on facebook yesterday..
Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. But the real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away would be so much easier.

A quote from a fanfic i love.

Life isn’t about the beginning or the end; it is about the journeys within it that makes life worth living. – WTTU

I really want to finish this journey with everyone because I never got to do it the last time.
But sometimes, some things are beyond my control.
I really want to hold on till the very last moment...because we're all in this together.

Si Wei

Random?

2010-07-01T22:58:00.004+08:00

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart
Fall asleep to it's beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies
Does he hold you when you cry
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing all your music
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things like I used to

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh, you took it slow
And we both know
It should have been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him
In the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies
Does he hold you when you cry
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing all your music
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things like I used to

I know love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the Time, love
(I Always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh, darling I know I'm not needed)
And that happens all the time, love

Will he love you like I loved you
Will he tell you everyday
Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say
Can you promise if this one's right
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things
Will you do all these things like we used to
Oh, like we used to

Addiction. Just love the melody of the song. :)

Being alone makes me think of a lot of things and some things just seemed more clearer.
Sometimes, all i want is just a simple life.
Impossible because God didn't made us this way.
Compromising to people is hard. Sometimes you need to be selfish just once in awhile.

Somehow, I just adore Tumblr!

How true.

♥Si Wei

Magnum ABC '10!!

2010-06-30T01:35:00.007+08:00

Magnum Bonding Camp '10 for the last few days of holidays!!
Gosh I love bonding camp but too bad...didn't get to bond much with the juniors this time :(

Anyway, we had fun sleeping in block 50. Awesome station games with awesome station masters :). Wonderful mats washing + dirty games!

NIGHT CYCLING from ECP to Changi Village for food & trannies!

And finally...super shag for SHOWDOWN!

I super ♥ ABC!~

Comm + Sub-comm '10♥

Tigger!!!
Best Team ♥
Woot realise I got best team like 2 years in a row already. Sorry guys, didn't get to play much with you guys but I hope you guys had tons of fun!

YEAR TWO♥♥♥

Super tired + sick after the camp but all is worth it :)

Holidays are over.ugh...freaking sad. Time to hit the books and start studying HARD for my finals.

Australian Boy Choir are A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Totally worth the money going in and out of JB on a weekday just to watch them sing. Makes me feel so nostalgic about choir. I miss choir and seeing my juniors, teachers and friends make it much worse. I miss the past, alot.

Too much things happened in such a short period of time.
I don't really know how should I react to it.
I'm not perfect. I do hurt people. But I just want it to be for the best of us.
Because I know there's no point dragging our suffering.
I'm sorry.

Sometimes things happen, even when you don’t intend for them to happen. Maybe at the beginning you had good intentions or no intentions or intentions you thought were harmless, but before you know it, things can get out of control.
This is life.

♥Si Wei

Flashmob + Magnum BBQ!

2010-06-21T01:47:00.016+08:00

Now i know why I'm so addicted to tumblr. Because it never fails to inspire me.

1 week of holidays gone. Geez time flies...and i thought i would be blogging more during holidays. I just proved myself wrong!damn.

I can't remember what I did during first week of holidays except TRAIN, PROJECTS, and TRAIN...ok this sound sad...nah actually i only trained like 3 days and the rest of the days for projects/outings/SLEEP!!!

Went down to Scape on Friday for some flashmob thing if you guys went down to Scape today.

Rehersal

Thanks guys for being such an awesome base! Especially going back to school to train a backtuck out. Sorry I didn't do it!

Magnum BBQ Party! on Saturday
Woo Magnum Hawaii BBQ party was a blast! Totally awesome time even though I didn't get to spend much time bonding with the juniors cause I was either high on alcohol or cooking food. Wonderful. Damn i wanna try getting drunk!!! :(

the early-comers!

me & yulin

yvonne & me

cheryl :)

us with the magnum board!

the yr2 guys except gab.

ALCOHOL! HA!!!!

woo my first polaroid with magnum girls :)

and this is what BBQ is all about !!!!

♥

with Tom :D

Brina :D :D

and my son and my partner :)

with matt!

cheryl :)

thank god i managed to take a polaroid with all the yr2 guys :D

BBQ ended well though i went home with a headache and slept like freaking early since there's flashmob the next day.

Magnum BBQ Party 2010 is ♥♥♥!

Flashmob @ Scape
Woke up about 12.30pm noon thinking I woke up late. But oh well, looks like most people woke up late too. Thank god I put like 2 alarms. HAHA!

Did abit of rehersals and then went around slacking for about 2 hours.

And as usual, girls never fail to camwhore!

Flashmob was successfully. Super fun to see the effect of the flashmob especially when you're right infront of the stage..plus the lead dancer is super chio.

♥

Freaking tired and there's still 2 uncompleted projects left for the holidays. OMG i'm gonna be super tired for the next few days.. but well I CAN'T WAIT FOR MAGNUM ABC!!

Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak;
Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.

I think all of us need this really badly right now. I'm sick and tired of all the nonsense.

♥Si Wei

Post CT!

2010-06-15T00:21:00.006+08:00

CT is finally over. Yes i know CT was over like on Thursday but well, didn't have the time to blog cause i went out, training, watch dramas, sleep and shit! OPPS!

Well, me and mercy went on on Thursday right after we're done with our last paper. Decided to watch Sex in The City 2! Woooo Shar came too :D

Went and bought the movie tickets and eat dinner before meeting Shar since her classes end at 6. Mel decided she would rather date her books than us. :(

god knows how i would have survived through CT period without her nonsense!

Sex in The City 2 was ok....not too bad. Sad part was we're sitting at the front row and my neck freaking hurts from staring at the screen for 2 hours and 30 mins. How wonderful.

Went home and started spring cleaning my room. and i got a cockroach in my room as a celebration for finishing my CT1. screw you damn cockroach.

Went out with Agnes on Sunday like finally after 1 month since i couldn't go out on saturday. Hehehehe as usual had tons of fun with her just slacking and gossiping. Too bad Tracy Teng wasn't there!!!!

US without our daughter :(

Woot been on a drama marathon lately. Omg and worst of all, i'm also watching World Cup. Thank God it's holidays and I can stay up late!

Too many things have been happening lately and i'm beginning to question, where do i stand? Why do this feels so burdening...
You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.

♥Si Wei

9-ball tournament + SKM :D

2010-06-02T02:04:00.007+08:00

Woot i know i forgot to update this blog again.
Anyway, awesome weekend :D

Finally managed to finish I&E project with much difficulty.
Thanks to everyone that took part in the tournament! I really appreciate it especially those who came down just to help us make this event a success.
And also a big thank you to friends who had help to promote our event to your friends or even sharing it on your facebook wall. I love you guys load!

Went in to Singapore on a Saturday morning. Seriously never went in Singapore on a Saturday morning for damn long.Thank god the jam wasn't that terrible except for the huge amount of tourist at Singapore's side. phew.

Ben, Dewi and Jake were already there. Sorry guys!!!!

Hardworking much?

Started the tournament slightly later than the official time due to some last minutes problems but well i'm thankful for my wonderful teammates!
Ben & Jake did most of the organizing the players while me & dewi did more of the writing and recording stuffs :D

the players present :D

Thanks Ben for getting the trophy!

Serah came too to accompany her friend, Jasper. Sorry dear to make you wait for so long while the event finish.

Awesome day spent watching the pros play pool. I think guys that play pool looks cool. it rhymes! hahahaa! and i met a few really nice and funny people there :D
Thanks for being so entertaining!

After the tournament ended, went down to town with Serah & Mercy (who's helping out at a flea in Home Club). Went for Mos burger since we couldn't decide where we want to eat. Had fun chitchatting about everything and anything...making me miss sec school alot. Times like this are never enough.

Went shopping since GSS was here. Gah wanted to buy this high-waisted pants but it's like super expensive.omgggg i'll feel super guilty if i bought it but yet i've been looking for it for AGES!!! But well, still didn't get it since I got some time to consider about it. Rushed over to cineleisure to have FROLICK :D

Wanted to take a neoprint together but the worker there was being a bitch.She literally slammed her hands on the counter when I asked her for help. Gosh i think she needs more anger management than me. FU! Like seriously...get a life man.don't vent it out on me. Bus ride home with mercy = sleeping time. God knows why the both of us were super shagged we slept throughout the bus journey.

Woke up super late the next morning. Flea @ Home club with mercy. Got like a shorts and a dress for quite a cheap price :D Super happy! But well, the flea wasn't that nice since there were so little vendors. SAD!

After that, went to Far East & meet ZJ,Hwele and Rachel for SKM to support Legacy. We went and slack at the place Yvonne was working. LOL!

Us at NUM :D

Went to Macs for ice-cream. Gosh sinful craving.

Our publicist can't get herself off the computer. :D

SKM was kinda fun. BU WAS AWESOME! Omg if i am half as good as the BU flyers i'll be damn happy. :D

Magnies! :D

me & hwele.

Went for dinner after SKM then head back to Malaysia.

I'm like addicted to Brillant Legacy now. Gost what a bad time to get addicted to watching drama..and worst of all, the DVD is at home!

CT is coming in like few more days :S
OMG I NEED TO STOP WATCHING DRAMA AND START MUGGING!!!
4 papers for CT...god i think i need to mug like hell to pass all 4 of it with flying colours.

CLAW test 2 is tomorrow. Gosh please let me study finish so i can sleep tonight!

When something is 99% not going to work out, hold on to that 1% that it will.

Si Wei

19

2010-05-24T00:01:00.008+08:00

Officially 19.last year of my teen life. :)

Thanks for all the birthday wishes from everyone. I can't list everyone down but well, I ♥ you guys loads for remembering it.

Thanks Sexclub for the awesome advance birthday suprise!

me & dear

with dewiii!!!

Thanks guys!

Had a great time counting down to my birthday. Went out to Singapore with Agnes laopo since she was going to her husband (show Luo's) concert! Freaking rich and crazy kid go pay so much just to watch her husband. JEALOUSSS!!! Tsk tsk...anyway went to flea awhile and take a look.

After that accompany Agnes to Kallang since she had to cab there. :D I hope you had fun at the concert!

Went to Vivo after that to meet Jake and have dinner @ Ramenten then watched Robin Hood. My neck hurts from sitting so infront for almost 2 hours 30 mins! Sad but at least i didn't fell asleep watching it. :P Countdown at VivoCity...the guards there were damn spoiler disturbing when we're halfway watching the video Jake did for me.

Cab home after that and sleep till 4pm the next day!

Went out with Hwele and Yulin in the evening! Thanks for the birthday suprise even though Gabriel kinda gave some of it away :D

magnies + coach

Tom!

Hwele. Thanks babe for planning this suprise!

Yulin :D Thanks for helping us take pics and uploading it!

Laogong!

the best birthday gift this year!
first stunts outside mats & single extension!

Super duper thankful to Zhaoming for getting me a shirt from Japan! And also Hwee peng and Evan for the necklace and bracelet! And and Tom for the water bottle :D

Awesome birthday this year :D Thanks everyone who've made it awesome!

By the way...had an unexpected belated suprise by Mercy & gang (Sharlene,Mel,Serah,Sara Ong,Calista,Jake,Calvin & Yang)

Thanks guys for coming.Really appreciate it...Sorry I didn't post any pictures up since I can't find it. (Will post it up after i get it from Yang)Love you guys loads for taking time off from school for dinner! Totally miss gathering like this :D

E-learning week this week = more work to be done. Sometimes e-learning week can be a bitch. ugh!
Plenty of stuff to complete :
1. Claw tutorial + video (Wed) & e-learning (Fri)
2.Audit quiz (Fri)
3.Audit tutorial
4.Internal Control project (21 June)
5.Ifa tutorial
6.Ifa Quiz(Fri)
7. Trading Ifa stocks at least 5 times (Thurs)
8.FMGT tutorial
9.FMGT e-learning tutorial
10. FMGT project
11. I&E money collection + registration

Remind me how should i die this week. Common test is coming like REALLY SOON! START STUDYING SI WEI!!!!!

Will try and blog about the pool tournament happening this saturday if possible...on the brighter side, Friday is a public holiday! WOOOOO~

Take care people! Stay strong!

People always tell you "You'll never know until you try". But no one tells you the huge amount of courage you need to find somewhere within you to take that first step.

♥Si Wei

Crossroad.

2010-05-14T11:35:00.003+08:00

God would not give you the dream in your heart if he did not give you the talent and abilities to make that dream come true.

Found this quote on tumblr the other day.
I really want to believe this is true.

Somehow, I've been feeling very confused lately. What do I want to do in my life?
Maybe it's time to grow up and make a decision for myself.
Because I realised I never had the courage to make a change for once, making a change would mean going into a whole new world.
I'm too afraid to regret anything in this life, too selfish because something good awaits me at the end of both road. Yet, my hear can't decide which one it wants more.
Have you ever felt like you can never understand your heart?
I'm exhausted just by thinking. Maybe i should take a break from all of this.

I wish everyone didn’t have high expectations of me. Because it’s bad enough I let myself down. I don’t need to let everyone else down too.

Dream or reality?

Si Wei

Magnum Appreciation Dinner '10

2010-05-11T23:19:00.004+08:00

Went for magnum appreciation Dinner last Thursday. Was annouced about it like 1 day before but that god my thursday timetable is super slack. Awesome buffet at Kublai Khan Mongolian Restaurant at Parkmall..really enjoyed the time spent with all the magnies :D makes me feel like having a super big family. and a family that LOVES to camwhore.haha!

Weekends was hectic with Mother's Day,studying for CLAW test (which is 20% and open book...how wonderful.), and shopping for new furnitures.

CLAW test was reasonable ok i guess.Didn't feel like I did super well for the paper...let's just pray i get high marks for this.20%...wouldn't wana do badly or not there's gonna be a hard time trying to pull my gpa higher this sem. :S

Immersion/study trips seems to be giving me a headache recently. I can't decide whether I should go for the 5 weeks immersion trip to Shanghai or the 8 days study trip to Hong Kong+ShenZhen or just don't go at all. OMG both seem to have it's pros and cons. Come on God,tell me which one should i go for. This can seriously drive me crazeeyyy!
Anyone has any suggestions do feel free to tag. :D

God would not give you the dream in your heart if he did not give you the talent and abilities to make that dream come true.

Makes me wonder how true this quote is. It's getting harder as my vision becomes blur. I think all i need is to stop thinking so much. it seriously does me no good.

Shall go back to finishing my tutorials. This sem ain't easy. Subjects are out to kill me.

PS : On the other hand, I got my polaroid. Awesome shit! Too bad Tracy went to KL already...tsk tsk...come back soon daughter!

Si Wei

Johnathan's 18 & Tracy's farewell

2010-05-07T16:09:00.006+08:00

Ok this post is so long overdue but I so tired, busy and sick i didn't have the time to blog about it...so yea...

Happy 18th Birthday Johnathan! May you have a blessed birthday & stay happy!

Hehe...sorry we made you wait like 1 hour outside ECP's Burger King...but well, hope you liked the suprise. Feels so great to get near to the beach. :)

Had fun playing board games with the sexclub. I really i suck at bullshitting.ugh...grace & kavan had to leave early..so the rest of us went to the beach and fly kite. :D

dewi & me

all of us except grace & kavan

me & dear :D

Sunday
Went out with Tracy & Agnes (Vivee and Esther couldn't come as usual) since Tracy is leaving for KL like tomorrow.gah i feel like crying...no more Tracy in JB to go shopping with me. :(

Cinderella sister postcard!

Tracy is in love with Jaejoong's drama postcard!

my present from the both of them

The 3 of us :D

Shopping for skin products are awesome. Thanks Tracy & Agnes for getting me my lovely present...even though you guys for it like 20 days before my bday...still love you guys loads!

Shall update about Magnum Appreciation dinner in my next post. :D

Si Wei

Movie Week!

2010-05-03T00:00:00.006+08:00

2nd week of school was TIRING.

Yeap, tutorials started already and it ain't a good thing (i think). And i hate my wednesday and friday timetable.ugh.

Watched like 2 movies for the week
Monga
Went out with juniors + coaches to watch Monga. I can't believed I teared. Ok at least i didnt sob. But we're making the most noise in the cinema. :) Nice movie with nice plot...just not for people who's not into violence.

yulin, hwele, me & rachel

all of us. neville damn act cute!

rachel is camera shy (not)

Cabbed back with Zhaoming & Hwele since Zhaoming was going to Signature park. :)

Wednesday
Juniors first training!

my group :D

I'm super lazy to post up all the pictures. Go find it on my facebook photos.

Thursday
School as usual. Went and watch IP Man 2. Took the wrong bus and ended up at MaryMount mrt. I suck i know.SHUT UP! In the end i cabbed there and missed 20 mins of the movie. But well, awesome movie...Tom was the only junior guy there as usual :D

Shall blog about my weekend in another post. EAA lesson is ending. :D (Yeap i'm blogging during EAA cause the lesson is so freaking boring.)

Si Wei

Tik tok~on the clock!

2010-04-24T23:22:00.008+08:00

Magnum seniors are already in Jakarta Have fun guys! Good luck guys for the competition! JIAYOU!

Took the shuttle bus with the seniors on friday to send them off since my class ended at 1pm. A few of the juniors came along too :D

Careen :D

Yu Lin :D

Gabriel :D

NAH :D

CHERYL!~

i think my laopa looks better with his hair short.

After that we went Fish&Co for dinner. Met up with Liying, Rachel and Tom. Tom was the only guy.poor fella had to accompany 7 girls shop. Had a great time and i reached JB at 12.15am. New record cause i left my passport at home and had to go through all the troubles to get it thanks to my pea-like memory.

our dinner bill (Y)

US! :D

But well, thank god i didn't miss the last bus. Thanks dear for helping me. I totally owe you one...would have died if you didn't help me. :D

Woot awesome saturday spent with my lovely daughter, Tracy and laopo, Agnes!
Haha...guess I'm not having rest this weekend with all the outings. :D

Went for my cervical cancer vaccination jab in the morning. I think going for a jab in the morning is so much better cause I wasn't even nervous. Maybe it's cause i'm still HALF AWAKE! But my arm's still numb.ugh...thank god the next jab is in 5 months time.

Anyway, tracy's mum fetch me to cs..woot!We went walking around cs buying my shower gel from BodyShop cause i broke my previous one in the toilet after training. I think i'm the only person that broke my shower gel in a toilet beyond repair.sucks to be me. After that accompanied tracy to withdraw money and the both of us went somewhere to grab a bite since we're hungry

OMG I FREAKING WANT AN IPOD/IPHONE! Sibeh chio...i hijacked tracy's ipod and spammed her twitter :D

Met up with Agnes at Portugese Chicken. She looks so stressed over her MUET english exam. LOL! We had fun walking around CS the whole day buying Agnes's pink panther (was supposed to be her bday present from me but she couldn't wait anymore), Etude house products and my new bag(my old bag was being abused by me damn terribly!i know).

After shopping for the whole day,went for korean food @ Jang Won.Esther and Vivee was supposed to come but well...shit happens. The food was (Y) as usual :D Awesome time talking with tracy and agnes. HA!

don't mess with me.just joking.

Agnes and her pink panther craze.

Tracy!

Like mother like daughter?

me & tracy

Happy family outing again as usual.

Omg i'm freaking sad Tracy is leaving for KL in like 2 weeks time.Gah...no more people to go out with me for korean food in JB already. Haih...hopefully we'll still meet up one last time before she goes to KL! :(

Shall get some rest tomorrow since everyone is saying i have panda eyes. ugh. There's still tutorials to be completed.awesome.

“Don’t let anyone tell you that you have to be a certain way. Be unique. Be what you feel.” — Melissa Etheridge

Si Wei

New blogskin!

2010-04-22T22:40:00.008+08:00

Woot finally changed my new blogskin even though there might still be some changes here and there :D

Anyway first week of school is almost over. I know I haven't been blogging much because I'm freaking busy since last friday till today. This post is gonna be so long.

Fun Camp!
Fun Camp was awesome even though it was the shortest camp I've ever had! Special thanks to the committee for planning this camp. You guys rocks even though i know you guys were struggling with time.

OHMMMM~~rawks. Sorry I couldn't stay for the performance night to see ZJ in makeup. :(

OHMMMM~without fringe!

Let's Go Magnum!

Junior all girls + another senior GIRL!

Jake's Suprise!
Happy 18th Birthday!

I know this blog post is so overdue but I hope you really like the presents i got you. Sorry the suprise didn't turn out as good as I expected. God i totally forgot to get the cake :S

But well, I still hope you had a great time. Heheeee...bet you never expected me to be there at all!

Shar's Wonderland Celebration
Went over to Shar's place on Sunday night to celebrate her birthday which was on 14th April since most people couldn't make it on a wednesday!
Really awesome food and costumes by Shar, Yang and Erica...thanks for inviting us to your party.Really had a great time chilling with everyone after a long time. I hope you liked the present we've got you. :D

Not much pictures since there are all taken by Agnes & Yang. Too many DSLR for the day. :D

me & cally!

the girls in shar's room

my fav pic of the day!
just feels like we're still in secondary school.

CCA Fiesta
Had CCA fiesta booth duty on the first 2 days of school. Skipped IS and lecture for Mon and Tues. But it was fun doing duty with everyone and performing. ASU! :D

buddies!

horny!

junior girls. :D

Juniors!!!

Good luck seniors for your competition in Jakarta! Jiayou Magnum!

I'm so freaking tired. Training's cancelled on friday. Thank god...i think i really need that break. First week of school has been super hectic for me. But on a brighter note, i just preordered my polaroid. Woot it coming in about 2 weeks time.hopefully. :D I so can't wait. But the again, everyone (especially those secondary school friends.haih.)

“Keep on beginning and failing. Each time you fail, start all over again, and you will grow stronger until you have accomplished a purpose - not the one you began with perhaps, but one you’ll be glad to remember.” — Anne Sullivan

Si Wei

2010-04-16T00:10:00.007+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Sharlene Lee Chet Ling!

6 years knowing you wasn't exactly short but it sure felt great to have met you in high school.You've just made sec school the best time of my life together with all the awesome people! Sometimes, I wish we could go back to our secondary school life.
Thanks for making a big difference in my life.

I still can't remember how we became good friends back in the last few days of form 2...but oh well...

I can't really find any pictures of us in form 1 and neither do I think i should post our pics in form 2 incase serah finds out and kill me for it. :D

But i'm really glad we stayed together in the same class for form 3 :D
omg this pic will only be up for 1 month. unglam.

and still went to the same class in form 4 even though i thought you would have chose to go to arts stream since you don't like science subjects.

and suprisingly dropped class together in form 5.lol i think we're such an epic fail.

but hey, at least we passed spm with the results we wanted and got into poly together though we're in different poly. I still remember we're always planning about going poly.

I know we're so busy nowadays we hardly have the time to talk to each other but just so you know, i'll always be here when you need someone to talk to. So don't just keep everything to yourself and update me with what's going on in your life!

Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.

PS : I think my new blogskin might not be done before school reopens. ah sad. shall get it done when i have the time since I'm currently sick. :(

Si Wei

2010-04-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

Super long overdue post i know.Another week just went pass like that. Been pretty busy the past week with performance + BAOC + trainings.School's almost starting and i'm gonna be Year 2.OMG i seriously can't imagine that.

Celebrated my coach + godfather Zhao Ming's Birthday
Happy Birthday!

Anyway finally had a chance to slack with Agnes and Tracy + Kaili just came back from Australia. Went into Singapore for shopping on Sunday since Agnes wanted to shop. I super love the exchange rate nowadays! Went to Bugis first since Agnes needed to collect her HUSBAND aka SHOW LUO concert ticket which she bought for RM 400+ (crazy fangirl...this all started 2 years ago when kaili last came back)

Then went shopping at Bugis street. Haven't been there for ages even though I'm studying and living in Singapore.how sad. Got 2 dresses there for a damn cheap price. :D Tracy got some stuff there too thanks to me and agnes bugging her.

After that went for lunch then meet kaili at orchard. Major heart attack since this woman don't have a handphone with her and i told her to meet me at cotton on. She got so panicked she went to the wrong one...she went and ask a salesperson where is the other Cotton On. LOL damn funny.thank god we arrive just when she walked out of Cotton On.

Slack with Kaili @ 313 since she wanted to go Forever 21 to take a look.

kaili & me

After that went to Far East Plaza since Agnes said she wanted to find her husband shop but FAIL...we couldn't even find it there. And trust me...never ever take Causeway link bus back...omg the stupid bus driver just had to crash into another 170 when we're super close to reaching Msia CIQ...and my head hurts from hitting the seat. BLEH.

I'm so lazy to post anymore pictures. :D

Will blog asap bye!

Si Wei

2010-03-28T21:14:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Sarah Wong!

Stay happy and cheerful always kay grandma. I miss you loads.
Better start enjoying your last "teen" year before it's gone. Can you actually believe it? We actually knew each other for 6 years now!
Sorry if I haven't been talking much to you nowadays but just so you know, even though we're studying in different places, you can always talk to me kay!

Ok i kinda broke my promise about blogging more often. I'm so lazy to blog about stuff nowadays especially when I'm SLACKING at home watching drama from the minute I wake up till the minute I sleep. Can't blame me...dramas are VERY addicting...as a matter of fact, I just finished a 16 episodes drama + 3 episodes of my korean drama which I've put on hold for camp in 2 days. Yeap I know i'm kinda crazy.

Haven't been doing anything much last week except for watching movies...watched Greenzone with Calvin,Shar & Yang since Calvin suggested we should hang out as I've been MIA for quite long.YES i know.So for those who're free...let's meet up soon kay.

Next day went out with Jake. Supposed to go ice skating on our 3rd month but well, i totally forgot to wear my long pants and I can't seem to find it at my Singapore room either so sucks to be me. Went and catch Alice in Wonderland at Cineleisure instead. Wasn't really exciting but the graphics were good. AND the dog is so freaking cute.gah.

Didn't know whether to go after the movie so I randomly said I haven't been to Chinatown. WRONG MOVE...Jake brought me to Chinatown..and god that place is ancient.no offence but I feel so Cheena and out of place there.mind you...EVERYTHING was in chinese.

After walking for quite awhile in Chinatown,we decided to go Vivocity and hang out. Got a new headset for myself since mine was spoilt. Wanted to get a new laptop case too but I just can't seem to find the same one I'm currently using.Slacked at Henderson wave for awhile before we head back home.

Thanks dear for getting me that bear. You knew I wanted it at ECP and you actually went back to try get it but instead you went and bought it.

Training resumed on friday. Went for my dental appointment in the afternoon and when I got home...dad just said I'm going for cervical cancer prevention jab. awesome day...i hate injections.and worst of it...there's another one next week.ugh.

April is really gonna be busy for me with :
- trainings
- Sarah's outing
- BAOC
- Kaili coming back from Aus
- KL trip with Calvin
- Hanging out with everyone before my sem starts
and more to come.

I've a feeling i most probably would have to split myself into few parts this month.great.

Remember that every good friends was once a stranger.

PS : Can't wait for Friday/Saturday to come. Oh how i miss the late night suppers.

Si Wei

Back from camp!

2010-03-24T00:39:00.004+08:00

Hi people!
Omg i just realised I've been MIA for almost a month. Gosh i feel so bad. Supposed to changed my skin before i start my training camp(3 weeks) but I kinda forgot..so yea...it's still under progress. :S Shall get it done before the end of the month.hopefully.

Anyway lots of things happened during this 1 whole month. Good and bad things but oh well, this is life. Life's unfair at times so all we gotta do is learn how to accept it. That's how we'll grow stronger. :)

Before i forget,

Congrats to Magnum Force! (the seniors)
7 times Champion. I'm really proud of you guys. I know the road haven't exactly been easy for you guys...but you all still made it!

And also to the All Girls (Senior & Junior) team, you guys were great getting Champion & 4th place. :D

Me & Cheryl the 2 camera/video woman of the day :D
Horny is just damn cute.

It's time to catch up with those close friends I've lost contacts with these few weeks. God i feel so bad I hardly spend time with them these days cause I'm like busy practically everyday.

I'm no perfect so don't expect too much from me.
It's a lot easier to be lost than found. it's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered; so many locks not enough keys.

PS : This blog is gonna be more updated nowadays. :D

Siwei

2 months

2010-02-24T16:35:00.005+08:00

Omg i'm almost done with my finals...except business statistics. ugh last paper tomorrow.
Come on, i'm gonn pwn bstats too.just watch.
MIEC wasn't that horrible...at least I managed to answer all the question. :D
Damn i wish i didn't have exams today. I want to go back to Convent for sports day. UGH someone update me on the winners.
I'm so tired of studying i need a break.

Happy 2 Months!

I've noticed that being with you,
I smile more often,
I anger a little less quickly,
the sun shines a little brighter,
and life is so much sweeter.
For being with you takes me to a different place: a place called love

Gotta get down to Stats revision.
Will blog more after my exams are over.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Dear John <333

I should really stop wasting time and get down on studying. BYE!

Si Wei

2010-02-16T01:03:00.011+08:00

I think i need to hit the gym before my teammates kill me for putting on weight. :S sorry babes.

CNY was ok...not very happening with my spoiler final exams coming up this sat.ugh.

Anyway first day of CNY was ok.did quite alot of slacking at home though. Then went off to neighbour's hse and play firecrackers for awhile + mahjong session till midnight. my 12 yrs old neighbour actually gamble with money..and it's MAHJONG...not blackjack.kids nowadays...scary.
Won quite a sum from mahjong.

cathy & me.

shih hui jiejie playing mahjong. :D

us girls

2nd Day
Got up quite early and head off to Mel's house. Went to her house earlier to do my make up since i'm practically hopeless at all this kind of stuff..i can't even draw a straight line.god bless me.hahahahaha.Mercy came and helped too. Then we 3 watched Case 39 with Mel's dad. CNY day 2 and we're actually watching horror movie in the broad daylight.funny people.and the whole show just freaks me out.ugh.

mercy's reaction when watching Case39.

mel's awfully cute dog, Buffy!

Serah came afterwards and we helped her with her make up too. The guys (Brian,Calvin,Perng,Gwee and Chris came later). Slack at Mel's house watching Case 39+ eating otah for awhile before heading to Perng's hse.Drove there :D.I swear his dad is damn awesome.Hahahahaa...wonder why Perng didn't get his genes.

me & serah

me,serah & mercy @ Mel's place.

my pretty "korean" daughter, Brian!

Calvin with his gloomy face..

then Brian changed it to a million dollar smiley face! LOL.

perng's funny + cute dad. LOL

special day.perng actually got surrounded by girls.XD

calvin acting emo with the guitar.

Next stop was Brian's hse.
Meet Nenek who was down in JB for CNY...haven't seen for ages ever since my Cheer 2008 which was like almost 2 yrs ago.tsk how time flies.

chris loves tigger too much.

me,serah,mercy & mel with nenek
Convent rules!

taekwondo anyone?

After that, went to Chua's (Calvin) place for awhile.
Came up with something new. PS = Perng Sucks!!! LOL!

er...

don't ask me what is chris doing!

serah the small girl.

ok perng..that's freaking wrong!

me & mercy...roomates. :D

Then head to Shar's house. Were like freaking late. Sorry dear, we're supposed to be there early! Shar's mum made awesome johor laksa. :D perng is a pig as usual...eating nonstop. The guys played Texas poker at Shar's place. Didn't really understand the game even though i played like a few rounds.SUCKS!

shar & yang.

the guys + serah playing texas poker.

Went to Serah's hse next. Perng was being a monkey climbing Serah's bro punching bag.SAD CASE LARH THIS FELLA!!!

serah's new pet monkey.i pity serah.

Everyone came to my house for dinner except Gwee. Ate Pizza Hut and KFC. Everyone was like freaking hungry i guess. Then went playing Dai Di for awhile before moving on with mahjong. LOL...i can't believe non of the guys can play mahjong except Gwee. SAD case. Taught Chris, Perng, Brian and Calvin how to play mahjong...just freaking funny watching them play...

Imagine playing with people that cant read chinese.and the convo will go...
Calvin : Erh what's this number?
Perng : Six
Calvin : Then this? *points at the tile*
Perng : Five.

LOL...my friends FAILED at chinese!!!!But i still love them. Mel's went emo one corner watching Glee. LOL. Played till it was 11 before we realised it.
Super duper tired now.totally awesome day out. haven been able to go and slack with everyone.

Thank god i got the time to hang with them especially the guys (Chris,Brian and Gwee) before they're off to Kl to start their uni courses. T.T no more brothers in JB to hang out with me from now on.damnnn. :(

I.need.sleep.now.
Shall.wake.up.and.study.tomorrow.

ITB love me loads please! Night world~

Every person is a new door to a different world.

Si Wei

CNYYYYY!!!!

2010-02-13T19:13:00.005+08:00

This blog is gonna be so updated this week my grades are going down the drains. JOKING.
Study break is finally here!! OMG as much as I do love study break, I freaking do not want exams to come especially in the midst of CNY. Plain annoying. Half of my CNY mood is gone worrying about my finals.GRRR… and it happens to be on the same day as Valentine’s Day also. :D

Went out with Jake for early valentine’s celebration. Hehe…as usual lunch + movie. Went and watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Nice movie and the guy is cute.hahahaha but well, too many secondary school students..freaking noisy. After that went and get a cake + decorate it.
Si Wei is an ultimate failure when it comes to all this.
ARGHHH…I just can’t do all this to save my life.bleh…but well,still managed to get it done after much difficulty. I think Jake decorated the cake better than me. So much for being a girl.

Jake decorating the cake. :D

our cake?

Took a straight bus to West Coast and shop for our picnic stuff. Haha…I don’t think cooking is suitable for me too.XDXD Went to Herderson wave after that. God I love that place I can stay there all night..it’s just so peaceful there.

all the food.

Didn’t managed to finish the food though.Gah was full after eatin 3/4 of the food.

Jake gave me a suprise valentines present. Thought dinner was the suprised but apparently it wasn't..unlike my epic fail present which is a box of chocolate and a hand made card.And i actually poured glue and glitter over my hair while making the card. I'm so not supposed to be a girl. :D

Thanks dear for the lovely necklace.

Love you! Hope you liked the present.
Happy Chinese Near Year & Valentines Day guys!!!
Have a wonderful time!! <3333

Si Wei

Ian's farewell

2010-02-07T23:23:00.007+08:00

Ian's Farewell Party.
Tall fella is going to Aus to continue his studies...Goodluck man!!I'm gonna miss you...hahahaha...find some hot angmoh girlfriend please!

Anyway, went to Mutiara Hotel for buffet on Saturday after PSP meeting.customs was jam as usually but thank god i reached home before 6pm. As usual, wasn't the last one to the party...Gwee was already there with a few others. Chitchat awhile since it has been ages I last saw them...except Chris,Wei lik and Ian since they caught me paktor-ing in Ion Orchard.

GWEE...wahahahahaha!!most epic face of the year!

Kim came with her boyfriend after awhile. Sarah came too...thank god..thought I was going to be the only girl...and thanks grandma for sitting with me..LOVE YA LOADS!!!Hahahahahaa...

Kim with her new hair.

Grandma!!

Sarah left after that cause Ee young had drum practice. Had fun catching up with everyone especially the idiot Alex Hong!!!Asshole...he was back since Christmas and he didn't even meet up with me once.PIGGGG!!!!

i seriously think calven looks like jeremy.

dragonboat guys are gay...

threesome?

with alex the pig

pigs have big hands.unbelievable.

brother!hahahaa...

god knows why but jason looked drunked.

omg zeke just looks damn chio here.i couldn't helping taking this pic.
ahahahaha...

yours truly. hehehee..

After the buffet, went to Roost and hang with the guys as usual. Had tons of fun sitting in Eu chuan's car with Zeke and Gurdave.omg hilarious dudes...hahahahaa...Calven and Chris joined us at Roost slightly later...but well we had fun playing Truth of Dare.LOL...

All pictures taken from Ian's DSLR.
I'm took lazy to put more pics so go to Ian's facebook to view all those epic pictures. HAHAHAHA

Sorry Gabriel I couldn't make it to your birthday celebration on Saturday night!! Happy Birthday fella.You're finally 20...~~please be more matured~~. I'm just kidding. Just be yourself and have fun!!! Take care... :D

Tiring but lovely weekend.GAH...went shopping today with Agnes and Tracy but i'm too lazy to blog about it so next post maybe?
ITB tutorial class tomorrow.sian...but oh well,should really start studying!! STOP PROCRASTINATING!!

Ohoh..Convent's sports day is on 24 Feb.SAD damn witch larh...i want to go back on sports day...no fairrrr...T.T
Well, going back on Sukantara might make up for it...but ARGHHHH...

PS : Should i change my blogskin?!

You have my attention
Like you’ve had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile

Si Wei

last week of the semester.

2010-02-06T11:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO my abandoned blog!!Woohoooo~~~~

Ok i know I'm damn high..finally done with this sem (not quite since there's ITB tutorial on Monday) but heck...most of my modules classes ended already... :D

Had 2 presentation for the week on Thurs & Friday

ITB was ok...quite rushing since the we're the last group..heng.don't have to explain so much to the teacher.XD

BCOMM presentation was ok.Didn't do super well but at least i didn't panicked that much. Thanks dear for helping me with my script and rehearsing with me.

Training was ok. Congrats to Gabriel for getting promoted. I'm happy for you man!!!Jiayou k!!

Si Wei

update

2010-01-30T14:53:00.005+08:00

Tiring week with all the due assignments and stuff...but well,still had fun.No training on Wednesday.. :) Went back to Msia after CATS since CATS ended at 12pm and my thursday class starts at 11am.XD

Went out on Thursday to suprise Fadzli on his birthday.

Happy Birthday Fadzli & Madeline!!

fadzli & me

Madeline had to leave early..everyone else stayed and eat,play + camwhore.ha.XD

juniors with madeline

Juniors.XD

ok...i should never stand next to evan or tom.ugh.

Magnies juniors

everyone!

Gah...left with another 1 or 2 more weeks of school then it's gonna be CNY + study break...T.T
Finally submitted 3/4 of my assignments due for this week.1 more ITB to go.gah i hate ITB...screw you...totally meaningless module + tedious work for PBL.

ITB and BComm presentation next week.sian ttm.
Shall go and chiong my ITB now.byeeee~~~
Will update more soon.hopefulllyyyy.XD

The hardest thing in life is to figure out which bridge to build and which bridge to burn.

Si Wei

First month

2010-01-28T00:08:00.006+08:00

Will be blogging less for the next few weeks...doubt anyone bothers. :)
On the brighter side...my camera is back from the service centre.happy happy.

Anyway, quite overdue post...went out with Jake. 1 month anniversary. :)
Went to ECP and slack then dinner.

GAH i want sunset!!!! :(

OK i feel so bad i'm damn unromantic. bleh.

the both of us.

Ernest no.2?Haahaaa just joking.

After that went for dinner at some restaurant.lovely restaurant with super nice ambience.

Jake got damn fascinated with the lamp.God knows why he loves candle so much.tsk tsk.

Jake :)

Me. My bf sucks as a photographer.bleh.

Went and talk for awhile before heading back.Awesome day.

Tons of assignments due this week.Finally done with myob after all the crazy shit error. Sorry Jie Hao i went crazy that day.XD

CATS and MIEC project finally done...just need to print it out and submit.
OMG there's still ITB PBL 2...can my life get any worst this whole week...so many assignments due. Oh wait..Bcomm writting report on fri and presentation next week.FMLFMLFML.
And i seriously think i need some anger control before i go crazy...people do stop me if i get too frustrated.
Let CNY come faster...but then again,there's exams. haih...hang in there! Let me get through the end without any crazy breakdown.GAHHHHHHH..i had enough with ITB
Gotta go...need my beauty sleep.

I want to be the girl that changes everything,
The girl that made a difference,
The girl that gave you a story to tell...

Si Wei

crazy woman turned 19

2010-01-24T00:27:00.004+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Mercy aka my awesome boobies roomate!♥

Thanks for being there for the entire 2009. I know i can be crazy and aggitated most of the times yet you still put up with me. (Ha...and we had some crazy moments too!)
I love you dear!

Hope you had fun today!Even though i know it would have been better if EVERYWHERE WASN'T CLOSED FOR THE DAY!!! Hahahahahaa..better love the presents me and mel the OKU woman got for you!

May you get a super hot boyfriend soon (Forget about hot ass guy please.he's gone!) & stay happy!

♥Si Wei aka mercy's boobless roomate (for the day.XD)

I wouldn't be me if I hadn't met you.

PS : Happy 1 month!Thanks for everything.

time for update!

2010-01-15T15:50:00.007+08:00

Sorry peeps...haven't been blogging ever since poly started again.Can't help it...assignments and tutorials are piling up like madness.But well,it's just another 1 and a half month left before this sem is over....XD

Alot of happening things these 2 weeks...

NP OPEN HOUSE
Those who are didn't come to NP...you suck! JUST JOKING..XD

Mend Magnum Force booth on Thursday with Yu lin and Zhong Jie.Seniors performed for 3 days straight but i only have pictures and videos of the first day one...dropped my camera after taking the routine video and KO...my camera is going to the service centre for 2 weeks...:( just when the japanese cheerleaders came to visit.UNLUCKY!!!

brina the banana.XD

Our booth.

Seniors practicing for their performances.

Training with Japan Cheerleaders!!

cheryl and me.i look so retarded.

with the super cute + handsome cheer gymnast.GAHHH too bad he's attached...but he has a twin brother *evil thinking*

the 2 guy cheerleaders!Keisuke (gymnast) & Hayato(cheer captain)...he hugged me..*goes fangirl-ing*

another pic.XD

Jap cheerleader with the board done by the comm!

MAGNUM FORCE + BRAVES.XD

Thanks for everything especially to the 2 coaches who took alot of effort to bring them here!
WORK HARD STRIVE HARD people!

Tiring week for poly.
Tutorials + BStats test on Wednesday + Bcomm debate presentation on Friday + Trainings on Mon,Tues and Wed.
I'm deprived of sleep!!!!

Camwhoring during ITB.XD
Screw the damn pbl man.

oh i love ernest's jacket!someone's fav colour....:)

with hwai yhan.

with jake.

apparently i'm camera shy.>.<

NOT!!!!
I look so fucking tired.damn.

Gotta go...bcomm class ending soon.Hahahaa see i actually took time to update my blog in school.LOL.

Life is good now.let's keep it that way!
Jia you people!!We'll make it there one day.

Si Wei

2009 countdown

2010-01-02T20:03:00.012+08:00

2010 is finally here!!
It's gonna be an awesome year to look forward to.

Anyway spent the last day of 2009 with my magnum peeps and also babe.
Went to meet Poh chin & Cheryl at Bishan.Fakhrin the ass was super late.Then we met up with him and Rachel at Marina Bay mrt instead.Thought we're super late since we're supposed to meet at 12pm but well guess what...we're the first one there (except for the comm) at 2.30pm.zai.

Yulin,Belinda,Careen,Tom & Gabriel came after that.Camwhored alot especially with Yu lin's dslr.teeheee.

rachel & me

playing taboo

matthias taking picture while playing taboo.tsk tsk

fakhrin & gabriel

er magnum potential advertisers?

CHERYL!

BELL!!

supposed to be with gabriel..in the end so many extras

there we go camwhoring.

me & yvonne

BA students!

magnum peeps!

Had a lovely outing with you guys.thanks people!

Went off around 6pm with Fakhrin & Poh chin.Met Jake at marina bay mrt then went for dinner and singapore flyer.

nice scenery.

Got home like super late since we went up Mt Faber (i think that's the spelling) to countdown.wa alot of people but nice scenery up there.

Countdown was fun but tiring.
School is starting soon...like REALLY soon.damn getting back all the test results..and i haven't finish my tutorials.screw it..

Suddenly i miss Convent. :(
I can't believe I left Convent for more than a year.
But well...time waits for nobody.

To all my friends : Thanks for being there for me all this while.I know i may not be the best friend you can ever get.I can never thank you guys enough for seeing me through the years.I love you!!

There are many more new things coming my way and i'm not gonna miss a thing. =D
Life has been really great for me..let's hope it stays this way forever.

If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for
the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you.

Si Wei

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

Finally back from training camp!
~~Awesome~~BEST camp even though there were quite a few injuries.
Really learnt & bonded alot during the camp...Take care of yourself magnies!!!
And JIA YOU everyone cause we're a team and we're going to make it through together.No one gets left behind.

Last day of 2009.
Awesome yet tough year.2009 has been a great year...let's hope 2010 will be the same.
Magnum Christmas + Countdown party! & SingaporeFlyer later!!
CAN'T WAIT...XD
Life have been great.let's keep it that way!

This is to everyone who has changed my life in anyway :

Each friend represents a world in us, a world not possibly born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born – Anais Nin.

Thanks!!

Si Wei

Merry Christmas everyone!!

2009-12-25T14:40:00.010+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Updates!
Christmas outing with dearies.

Met then at Bugis...was super late.Stupid 170 was freaking slow i just gave up waiting and took a bus to orchard then mrt to Bugis. Had lunch then went for neoprints cause TRACY SUGGESTED IT.zomg can you believe it...TRACY the girl who always say "Don't take neoprints larh so expensive can..." actually suggested it.the world has gone mad.

Sarah was there with her family too.met up with her for like 1 hour but stilll...better than nothing cause i haven seen that woman in ages!

me,nat & tracy

sister love.

nat tried to rape meeee.
just joking.

all of us.

me & sarah

agnes,sarah & tracy

esther acting cute

that's what you get when agnes have my camera.

LOL!

ok this is embrassing...they went and camwhore near etude house at orchard!>.<>

pervertic girls.wahahaha

cute right the santa!!!

the 2 kpop dramatic queens

us with vivee!!opps.

look at then writing all their xmas wishes.

ugh...hate this pic.took damn long to take this.

Tangs have the nicest christmas deco.

That's all for now.
Had a blast on Christmas eve.definitely the best christmas eve celebration i ever had.:D
And and i got a pig-rabbit.XD Thanks!!!

Last christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Si Wei

KL trip

2009-12-20T23:53:00.011+08:00

Busy + awesome weekend.

Whole family + mercy went up to kl for shopping.Hehe...dad drove up to KL and we stayed at his apartment..beats wasting money staying in a hotel.Went up after Mercy was done with her MAEC paper. Reached KL at about 5pm..pack some stuff then head off to 1 Utama for shopping.LOL terrible shopaholics!!!!!

me & mercy at dinner.

Walked quite alot and shopped quite alot.
After that met Aunty Mary then went to their house.Kenny was at home so we talked quite awhile while my parents and his parents chit chat...then went for mamak...lol...i think the mamak at KL have better standards compared to JB.sad JB!

me,mercy & my bro.
Kenny was the photographer.SAD!

Went to Mid Valley + Times Square + Pavillion on Saturday.my feet is hurting but it was worth it.Met Fann the nerd too..but i still love her! XD

What happends when your best friend discovered a cockroach on a taxi in KL!
CAMWHOREEEE~~ trust me...better than me screaming at the taxi driver

FANN!!!

PAVILLION.XD

Us camwhoring in MNG cause we're too tired from shopping.
My crazy hairstyle thanks to mercy.

Went to KLCC just to camwhore.XD

Supposed to camwhore more but...no energy left.>.<

I'm so thankful i didn't went up to KL and study.
1.OMG horrible jam.i feel car sick just sitting in the taxi for hours.
2. Crazy drivers..seriously no morals at all.Would have been in Heaven if Mercy didn't save my ass back there
3. Too crowded..imagine Singapore X3

I'm not afraid of falling.
I'm just afraid of standing back up after I fall.

Si Wei

KBOX craze!

2009-12-17T21:33:00.019+08:00

Went out today with Alyaa,Tracy,Agnes and Vivee.
Was supposed to be a 5 Sc 3 outing but apparently some of them couldn't make it due to some circumstances.sian!!! i miss you girls can.tsk how could you all not go out with me.

Tracy came over to my house as usual then went to CS and meet Alyaa at Starbucks.That girl was studying..hardworking sia....then Agnes came and we chatted quite awhile before heading to Secret Recipe for lunch.God the waiter there...bodoh!

I specifically told him "i want a beef spaghetti meatball" and guess what...the next second he asked "chicken or beef".I seriously wanted to stab him..and they ran out of iced lemon tea.horrible.

Vivee came when we're halfway eating.I wonder how i survived a year without her nonsense.I miss her exaggerate expression and words...can you believe it...totally made my day just hanging out with them..

Tracy my act cute daughter!

Alyaa!!!

me & laopo. :)

Vivee the new face for Secret Recipe.

After hearing Vivee story about Pangkor (which totally scares the shit out of me and i'm not going there for holidays anymore)...went to Neway and sang our hearts out!

tracy singing her korean songs.XD

Agnes is camera shy.miracle!

Vivee & alyaa!noisemaker of the class.

my partner in crime at class.

do not mess with her when she's high!

agnes and me.

like mother like daughter

me & alyaa!

me me!

i hate glowing shorts.XDXD

crazy peeps which i love ttm!!♥

Met Suba and Vhino after kbox session.XD

Then went off at 6pm.Head home and have dinner...and cut my hair.
Going off to KL tmr...woohoo shopping!!Can't wait.

PS : I ♥ Tracy,Agnes,Alyaa & Vivee!!!

Someday I’ll be the air you breathe...

Si Wei

Holidays + pre-xmas party @ coffee trap

2009-12-17T02:06:00.005+08:00

CTs are finally over!
Holidays here i come! (actually not much of holidays since there's tons of stuff left to be done,sucks!)

God i think i'm gonna crash.Been studying past my bedtime these few days i think i'm gonna be a panda. =S
Hopefully i do well in this test...wait I NEED TO DO WELL!

Anyway today ITB was the last paper...finally.i hate ITB.Can you believe i actually stayed up till 5am studying it?!!!omg miracle.

Went for movie with Jake after ITB at Vivocity...was supposed to watch the 4.45pm slot but apparently there wasnt such slots.lol he checked the wrong date.blur!decided to watch storm warriors II at 6pm...

I can't believe we so randomly went and ate sushi buffet when i said "omg i feel like eating buffet now". GREAT..now i'm fatter...supposed to lose weight.screw those temptations...but well felt great..can't believe i ate the same amount as Jake.

Storm Warriors was ok..too much computer graphic fighting at the beginning...and the bad guy got killed halfway through the movie and the ending totally anti-climax.Bleh but at least i didnt sleep in the movie like SOMEONEEEE....

Went home and changed then head over to Coffee Trap to meet up with Agnes & shar's poly friends...

agnes,me & shar

laopo!

me & shar.finally a solo pic with her after ages.

fat!

and only we had was "iced peach tea"
look at the camwhore behind me.

hahaaa...me and agnes decided to get married again.

It's 2am and I'm dead tired now.
Shall go to sleep...Class outing tmr (well not everyone can make it :( )
I feel like i'm even busier on holidays... i like!!!!

It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you.

Si Wei

2009-12-10T23:31:00.004+08:00

OK i said i wont be blogging till CT is over..but i just cant help it.

Had a super tiring day today with lecture + bcomm minute meeting (i'm probably the worst chairperson ever in history.god i suck) + dinner with babe..

But well just want to say

THANKS MELLY!

see what my lovely OKU friend wrote on the present.

HAHA!

my first christmas present this year!
thanks dear...really appreciate it alot!

Gotta study for my CTs.

After CTs gonna have tons of things to catch up with :
KL Shopping trip 18-20 Dec
Hwai yhan bday celebration 24 Dec
Training camp 27-30 Dec
5Sc3 class outing ??

Life is not always about a past filled with mysteries or a future filled with endless dark possibilities…it is also about a present filled with timeless distractions.
Wonder isit a good or bad thing.

Si Wei

SCMS

2009-12-06T22:27:00.007+08:00

December is gonna be a super busy month!

Volunteered in Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore 2009. Met Diyanah at Plaza Sing yesterday about 8.45pm.Was supposed to meet her earlier but i went out of the house forgetting my wallet so i had to went back and get it.ugh...forgetful!!!!!The whole orchard road was kinda packed at night.

Had KFC in Plaza Sing for dinner then meet up with the rest and went for midnight movie...decided to watch Couple's Retreat at Cathay since Golden Village tickets were all sold out.Had loads of fun and laughter.especially looking at Diyanah & Lionel!

shuang ying & me

me & lester

haha didn't know why i had the sudden urge to camwhore with both of them

group pic!

was supposed to take with lionel but all of them joined in.

shelyce,me & hui min

the girls.

I seriously swear the movie should not be watched by people who are dirty minded such as Elvin/Jake/Clinston...bet they will get totally turned on.hahahahahaha....

After that,walked to The Padang. We reached on time about 2.50am to register. Alot of the volunteers were already there. Had briefing at the stage area then did some preparation for the prizes and medals..After that,Cherrie and Shelyce slept..i couldn't cause the live feed was freakin noisy and there were people blowing balloons all the time.annoying.

About 7am started doing all the work and watching live feed to see the full marathon man champion. Lost to Jiande since i was betting the red guy is going to win as he was leading...but well the yellow man was freaking zai...and guess what...his tag is No.1...cool le...
Camwhored with Shelyce and Cherrie.XD

USD 35,000K OMG!!!!

the 3 of us.

so cute right the YOG 2010 mascot!
i freaking want 1 of it!!!

Jake babe met me after he finished his 21km race to wait for Karina.Met Karina too..she ran 10km.zai le..i think i 5km confirm KO already.

me & karina

the 2 runners =)

babe & me

Finally wrapped up at 2pm.trust me.i'm dead shit tired by that time.Went and collect money then off back home.KO till 9pm.Tired but I had my fun.hehehehe.

the 3 out of place one since we're the only one in black.

PSP group pic

PSP new ah lians.NOT.

see how tired the 3 of us were!

me & huimin

Diyanah just had to cover her face.gonna pinch her next time!

Common test is starting in less than a week.Won't be blogging till my CTs are over
Wish me luck!

Wa i'm addicted to this song thanks to Shawn.
First Big Bang(well taeyang..but still) i actually liked.SHOCKING I KNOW!

If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.
Loving the quote..god knows why.

Si Wei

drunk

2009-12-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

Tiring day!

Met Fann dear for lunch at NP.Haven seen her for ages!
Bcomm was kinda ok.Did a trial run for minutes of meeting.XD

After that,hui min and I took bus to City hall for Standard Chartered Marathon briefing.Reached there about 30 mins late..but at least we're still briefed. Then went for Burger King since Diyanah was super hungry.

Head back to school for training. Totally not on form today.
Went supper with babe after training and ended up like a baboon!

Babe!

Me~

ok both of us are officiallly mad!

Super duper sleepy now.Shall go to bed

Si Wei

ITB madness

2009-12-04T00:40:00.006+08:00

Wooo did ITB website presentation today.waseh everyone's website like super cheem.shit i feel damn stupid all of the sudden..but well it's over and done with. i'm never gonna touch expression web again unless necessary.XD

After presentation..

CAMWHORE!
I haven't been doing that for ages.feels so great to do that in class.opps.
Blame it on the christmas hat.i feel so hyper just by looking at it..too irresistable so just had to camwhore with it.

me & hwai yhan

see i was listening in class!

us again.XD

whole group.me,hwaiyhan,jie hao,zhi chye & elvin!

hwai yhan also cant resist the christmas hat!

officially crazy.bwhahahaha

babe came and join us with hy's lion ear.XD

gay sia camwhore with my lappie when i'm away.

After that went for lunch at makan place since we're done with our presentation.XD more lunch time.woooo~~~

BCOMM after that.totally sian shit.next week another presentation.damn damn damn.

4 members group!hwai yhan pangseh us already.

elvin turned gay also.haih..sad

no hwai yhan.XD

My god...common test starts next Saturday.
I.NEED.TO.START.STUDYING!
Shall start on Sunday after Standard Chartered Marathon.No i'm not running.just volunteering.XD
Friday is gonna be a busy day.

If you want me in your life, You'll find a way to put me there.

Si Wei

Elvin turns 17!

2009-12-01T23:16:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Elvin!

I wonder why my classmates this sem..their birthdays tends to either fall on a tuesday or wednesday. So coincidence. 2 weeks ago we just only celebrated Gabriel and Karina's bday and this week...it's Elvin and Ernest.

Hwai yhan and Clinston bought the cake for Elvin & Ernest.Didn't bring my laptop to school today since there was only 3 hours of lesson and we're going bowling later.woohoo~~

Celebrated their birthday after Bstats class again.typical.think our tutor got used to us celebrating birthdays after his lesson.XD

birthday cake!

Birthday boy-to-be & birthday boy!

Don't you just love his shirt!

Elvin got caked by Jake.

Ernest epic reaction when Jake wanted to cake him!Wahahahaha.

Class picture!

After that me,zhi chye,elvin,jie hao,jake,hwai yhan and clinston went for lunch near Beauty World Plaza. Rest of the class decided to stay back and do project -.-. Wa sibeh no appetite to eat.god knows why. =/ After that went back to Esso and wait for 985.Slept throughout the whole ride to Cdans (god knows how to spell the name of that place.yes..truly not singaporean!).

the 2 gays.XD

new couple.teehee.

jie hao camera shy!

hwai yhan & clinston

i like the effect for this pic.elvin looks gay though.

hwai yhan & me!

elvin got a baby even before he's legal...tsk tsk tsk!

Guess who's the MUM!!!!

JAKE!

I lost both rounds of bowling to Jake...1st round by 10 points..2nd by 15 points.meh....my bowling cui already so long never play.

After that went home and sleep!
Then dinner with Mercy and Melly!
Shall stop here. Need to wake up super early for S&W tomorrow.sian shit.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.
God, please don't let this feeling stop.

Si Wei

New moon.

2009-11-28T21:40:00.005+08:00

Finally some time to catch up with my friends.Though not all but still.

Thursday
Didnt do anything much since i practically slept the whole day.Was super duper tired recovering from my sickness.bleh.i hate falling sick.it sucks.

Went pool with Chris,Ong,Brian and Chua.Chris came and fetch me first then went for dinner since Ong and Chris haven't had their dinner..and guess what..i drove to Permas.hahaha...with Chris's car.woohoo feel so great.Ong almost had a major heart attack with me driving the car.meh!i drive perfectly well can.

I still suck at pool though.but who cares.

Friday
Woke up about 12pm.Calvin thought i was still asleep so he asked brian to spam call me up..was awake when brian called. Calvin & perng came and pick me up then went Permas and pick Shar & her sis. Then went to Don Sushi for lunch (brunch for me).

After that went to CS to watch new moon.I drove brian's car..i think brian,shar & her sis almost had a heart attack with me parking the car.opps!i suck at parking.can't help it.

Daughter!

me.XD

Leave it to the pro to camwhore

Erica.hot right!

Ok calvin's bored before the movie started.bad.

shar & me.

New moon was B-O-R-I-N-G.
I think i paid rm12 just to watch a topless Jacob + a freaking funny movie scene.
I freaking prefer Bella and Jacob (for the movie). How sad...i can't imagine anyone finding the "Edward" in the movie hot.

After that,went for claypot chicken rice at Century Garden.

perng trying to explain to the Lee sisters which necklace he wanted.
GAY SHIT!

totally classic reaction.

Went to Shar's house and slack awhile while doing ITB
Fun week.

AND AND

I♥Shar dear!
Thanks for the belated birthday present!Really appreciate it.

Now I have 2 wallets and I have no idea what to do with it.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

PS : Still not done with ITB project. I'm fucking dead shit!!UGH someone stab me please.

Si Wei

2012 + cycling outing

2009-11-25T00:55:00.007+08:00

I simply ♥ Tuesdays!

Class outing again.Went for 2012 movie but well not everyone came..only me,hwai yhan,jie hao,zhi chye,clinston, benjamin, jake & johnathan. Supposed to meet everyone at 12pm but as usual I was late.lol can't help it. Meet with Jie hao & Zhi chye at Plaza Sing entrance then walk over to Cathay.don't really know how to get there since it was my first time there.XD

Met Jake and Benjamin at Cathay entrance then went and find Hwai yhan,Clinston and Johnathan at some restaurant.Apparently there was a long queue at the restaurant.ugh...me,jake and benjamin went and buy the movie ticket then went for lunch.

hwai yhan & clinston

hwai yhan & clinston first supporter = JAKE
puahahahaha

2012 movie was kinda ok to me..love the effect in the movie..but hell it was too long.Wasn't really interested in the front part..but the back part was nice.

After the movie,everyone chao leaving me,jake,hwai yhan and clinston...so CYCLING at ECP!Cab there since everyone was damn lazy to take the mrt.LOL.

My god i can't remember how long was the last time i rode a bicycle..i think it was pri 6 or sec 1.Totally cui when i started cycling but well it was fun.i feel like i'm 12 again.XD Cycled all the way to bugis then went for dinner and cycled back.

SQUARE!Hwai yhan & clinston suggested it!

Hwai yhan, Clinston, me & Jake.

Christmas is coming~~

Got scolded by some angmoh on my way to Bugis for blocking his way.he's totally mental cause i had to ask him to excuse me like 3 times and he SCREAMED at me.WTF.i'm damn freaking innocent can.meh.if i ever see him again i'm gonna give him a piece of my mind so that he learn his manners!!!UGH spoilt my mood only.

Reach ECP around 10pm.woah tired but shiok! After that went back to clementi by bus with Jake. Hwai yhan & clinston took mrt since they didn't have straight bus back. The bus ride was effing long..1 hour 30 mins. Both of us were so tired we practically slept throughout the whole bus ride.lol.

Dead tired and there's still training tomorrow.And my e-learning assignments + works are only half done.shall chiong tomorrow after CATS!

There are those days where as much as you want to ignore the feeling you get when you see his smile, you just can’t.

Si Wei

=D

2009-11-21T03:10:00.005+08:00

E-learning week is here!Woohooo [actually i'm not really sure whether i'm happy or sad about it.lol] There's still assignments to be done.sian.

But well,no lessons for 1 week excepts bloody CATS and S&W. More time for me to go through my homeworks.sian...haven't been understanding really well this sem.best part is i don't even have the time to understand it.i'm screwed i know.bleh.

Ngee Ann Poly was like totally flooded on Thurs...makan place,atrium,blk 5 and even the damn staircase at blk 72 was flooded.Me,jessica and jake got kinda wet from the rain while walking up the blk 72 stairs all thanks to babe for saying "just take the stairs larh". LOL and class went totally high during BCOMM since our teacher went out early for a medical check up.totally bad move.the classroom is permanently damaged.

FB is totally full with videos of the flood.

Ai zai le!

Went for Hop Nite after that. Feel like a freaking bouncer since I was doing security at the entrance. Sian had to like scan everyone's hand before letting them enter the CC for 3 hours.totally bleh.thank god hui min and bernard was there with me. Saw cheryl and fiona there too..

Went home about 11+ then babe called for supper and as usually i can't resist temptation. Supper awhile then head back and finish my MIEC tutorial. Babe walked through NP at 1am.LOLL smart ass!

Just had dinner + supper with babe again today.lol...why does it feels like a routine to go out supper with babe!!Hahahahaha...thanks babe for accompanying me for supper.XD Thank god you got home safe and sound. I'm gonna smack the stupid woman who tried to murder you...~~unless she has a hot handsome son.just joking.~~

Mats cleaning tomorrow.Kinda sian couldn't go back msia today but well...i'm thanking god that the mats are finally gonna be wash.because it stinks.XD

I hope next week comes faster.Can't wait for class outing + meetups with friends + New Moon movie!

I don't know if I should fall for you because I'm quite certain you won't be there to catch me. Yet, I can't help it.

The way you make me smile is the reason you’re in my heart.

Si Wei

tryouts results!

2009-11-19T01:18:00.003+08:00

OMFG I passed tryouts.
Got into the junior team. Can't help but feel super happy about it. =D
I can't stop smiling.totally madness.7 months of training was worth it. Gonna work super hard from now on since i'm not a really good flyer. =/
Nothing is impossible right? Hopefully I won't disappoint anyone.

To those under probations, jia you k.Don't give up!!You guys can do it.
JIA YOU!!!

We'll make it through together k!

I don't think i can sleep tonight.LOL.

Si Wei

TUESDAY♥

2009-11-18T00:15:00.006+08:00

I ♥ TUESDAY!

Why?
Class ends at 1pm on Tuesday & there's class lunch outing!LOL...it's like a normal routine nowadays.Gotta say it's quite fun.

Anyway,we celebrated Gabriel's & Karina's (Wed) birthday in class! Not really very suprising because they already seen the cake.Sian...but we still had fun.

Birthday cake!

Gabriel & Karina

Babe cutting the cake.

After that went to KAP for lunch then pool.I still suck at pool.ugh.

Clinston & hwai yhan.so sweet. :)

Gay shit.bad example for kids nowadays!

Hwai yhan, rebecca & karina

hwai yhan!

jie hao pro sia.XD

Went back to school for CATS project discussion.At least it's almost done.THANK GOD!

Tryouts results are gonna be out today and I'm having a bad feeling about it.Seriously even though there's not much hope,I'm still gonna feel disappointed if the results are bad.Let's just pray!=/

Gotta sleep now.Have been doing ITB project for the past 3 hours.Totally not fun at all and i'm having a headache.

No one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Si Wei

jie hao's suprise party! [edited]

2009-11-16T14:50:00.009+08:00

I'm so motivated to blog nowadays.LOL

1 hectic week is over.don't know whether i should be happy or sad about it...since there's more hectic weeks to come.bleh...

Anyway..last week was full with presentations + tutorials + trainings + tryouts.

Bcomm presentation was quite ok.Didnt do really well though.Was supposed to be the first one but turned out to be the last one on thurs.At least i'm done and over with it. But the best thing about presentations is seeing everyone dressed up so formally.XD

MIEC presentation was shit.especially since our whole group was crazy blur with the topic.lolllll...thank god we managed to pull it through despite zhi chye being sick and absent.

Tryouts was quite screwed up.Didn't really do well for my part.Just gonna pray the results will turn out well on Wed.haih...

Went out with Agnes & Tracy on Sunday.It's always the 3 of us going out.Viveetha was supposed to come but that woman...last minute said she couldn't.So gonna stab her when I see her.trust me man!bleh. Anyway we had tons of fun..shopping. Tracy needed a dress for graduation.

Went to baskin robbin and chillax after that.XD

laopo & me

Tracy failed attempt.

Agnes failed also.terrible.

Finally one perfect one by me.
Shar should have been here.XD

Me & Agnes

Me & tracy

Feel so great catching up with them.Haven't been talking much to them during the holidays and even worst,when this sem started.

I want to get a PIG-RABBIT doll from the drama You're Beautiful.Still debating whether i should get it ornot since it's SGD38.omg i'm totally addicted to the drama!!!!

SOMEONE GET IT FOR ME PLEASE!I'LL LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!!

Anyway, had a suprise party for Jie Hao..he turned 18 on Sun but we decided to suprise him on Mon.Jake went and get the cake..XD thanks babe!

Jiehao's birthday cake!!

The birthday boy.

Haha...jie hao's favourite shirt.

look at the 2 gays.

Epic reaction.

TA28♥

Jie hao got caked by Jake.

Hui tze, rebecca & karina

Katrina,zhi ying & hui tze

hwai yhan,zhi chye,me,elvin & bday boy

thong siong,clins,jessica & jie hao.

Will blog more soon.

Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Si Wei

TA28 lunch outing!

2009-11-10T19:37:00.012+08:00

I'm back to blogging.XD

Went out for lunch with TA28 classmates (except for a few people) today since our tuesday timetable usually ends at 1pm.Should really slack with each other more to bond.hahahaa...anyway, bstats tutorial ended early as usual..we totally got released at 11.40pm even though we're late for class.totally nice nice.we went to the library to get some ffa notes for our e-learning week first before heading towards the bus stop.Jessica came slightly late since she had different class from us.

Took the bus to clementi mrt and then to Farrer Park.Was totally talking nonsense all the way to City Square Mall (new mall in Farrer Park area).Had Seoul Garden buffet for lunch since there was a 1 for 1 lunch promotion as the branch just newly open at that shopping complex.shiok sia.

jake can't be a photographer.

jessica & me.XD

jake & clinston.
scary man staring behind.

jake & jessica

me and babe

thong siong,jonathan,clinston & jessica
omg look at the woman behind.creepy.

Me,hwai yhan,jake babe and jessica sat together since the table was for 4 people.Our table were practically spamming the food like crazy since it was free (all thanks to Jake cause he said he can finish it all). All of us ate from like 1.30-4.30pm.The 4 of us ate alot of food...especially Jake since he had to help us girls with the food...hahaha...totally worth the money. Jake almost K.O...act macho go order so much and eat so much.Phew..the amount of ice-cream he ate..totally double of what we ate.Suprised he didn't vomit since he was having difficulty walking to the washroom.haha.XDXD

us!!

see how smart jie hao is at hiding unwanted food!

jessica and her love for bitter gourd.totally super bitter.

jake is full!

disgusting..

look at the 3 culprits.hahaha.

the amount of ice-cream me,jake,hwai yhan and jessica ordered.

act macho order so much in the end cannot finish.

me & jessica.

jie hao loves elvin alot. (it's supposed to be a secret.ha)

TA28

Totally enjoyed myself today.Haven had tons of fun with classmates for such a long time..been too busy coping with other stuff it feels great to just take my mind off everything and be myself.

There are those days where as much as you want to ignore the feeling you get when you see his smile, you just can’t.
I hope I'm just confused.Because it will hurt like hell if I'm not.

Si Wei

new semester!

2009-11-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

I feel damn bad.everytime i tell myself to blog more..i keep forgetting to update my blog.Haih.

New semester started and my modules totally sucks compared to last sem.I'm seriously wondering how I'm gonna score higher than 3.5 this sem.Probably have to mug really hard i guess with all the magnum trainings.XD MUG!!!I'm officially gonna be a nerd!Sian!

Anthu left magnum already =( Yeap i know i'm damn outdated just blogging about this now. Can't help but feel sad that she has graduated. I'm gonna miss having her around during trainings. Seriously gonna miss her alot!

School is already in it's 3rd week..meaning projects are starting soon.I'm freaking gonna screw my BCOMM and ITB.just great.most of my friends who are in college are probably still taking their finals or done with it already.sucks to be me.mercy's sick in malaysia so i'm totally alone this whole week.sad sad.i miss my roomate!

Whole week was totally hectic with all class..especially on wed.stupid CATS had museum trip to Singapore National Museum.got drenched on the way there with rebecca.had fun but the trip was freaking tiring thanks to rebecca and pauline.they both never fail to make me crack up with their random-ness.bet the whole museum was filled with their voice only!!!

Anyway i feel so relieved now.finally over with my bcomm practice presentation today!I hate presentation especially talking about stuff that influence your life because there's just too aspect that influence me in every way.not just a person or a book.but everyone i have met made an influence in my life..and that's what made me into who i am today.
but phew...at least i didnt freak out and stun there.XD still managed to talk although my tutor said it was crazy fast..but who cares!now i'm gonna worry about next week REAL presentation.shit!plus i'm like the first one in the class to present.shit.

Stress week is finally over.Next week's gonna be even busier.Tryouts are just near the corner.shit...i'm gonna pray really hard i'll pass the criteria and freaking not stress + do well.Haih.God..let me be talented please!=/

Gonna stop here.long day tomorrow with psp duty then have to head back to msia.plus i'm not done with my tutorials.great life i have.

Letting go of someone might be hard, yet it is the best way to make the other stay. Keep in mind that no two things can occupy the same space....at the same time.
I'm letting you go now.Please don't come back.

Si Wei

updates!

2009-10-08T00:40:00.012+08:00

OMG I'm finally gonna post after 2 weeks.Yea I know I promised to blog more during holidays but apparently my holidays seems more busy compared to when school reopens.LOL.

Went for PSP (Poly Stage Producion not your gamin PSP) camp on 24-27th September.Really had fun and met a lot of new friends there.And trust me...though I love camps..I hate it when it ends and it's crazy tiring.I hardly sleep more than 5 hours per day and it's killing me.Amaze me how i went so high during camp =D.
Didn't take much pictures during camp cause I was lazy and there's plenty of DSLR cameras there so no point.

Right after camp,went for magnum mismatched party organised by Denise,Esther and Vincent.Had tons of fun there especially when there's alcohol involved.Everyone was damn crazy especially with the dressing.
Too lazy to upload all the pictures.XD

jiawei the hot girl.

fadzli and his craze for sausages.

some of the magnies.XD

anthu.aint she damn cute!

me in a tipsy state.

Magnum AGM
AGM was held on Thursday evening.Supposed to be semi formal but i guess we juniors kinda overdress.lol.

Yvonne & Evan

Shi yi,Celine,me,poh chin and yu lin!

fakhrin & cheryl.i damn like the angle of this pic.XD

yulin & me.

junior guys.don't they remind you of some boyband?

me & anthu

me & poh chin

old comm + new comm

me & shi yi with our doorgifts

with the 2 coaches

Congrats to the new committee!

Magnum Junior first performance
Yeap magnum juniors finlly had their first performance last sun 4th october for World Animal Day at Singapore Zoo!It's been almost 10 years since i last visited a zoo...
Cheryl was totally crazy about te giraffe and panda at the zoo.LOL.

photographers for the day

li ying helping my make up.

poh chin.

cheryl

fadzli

goup pic wit the cow.(if you can see it)

esther & denise.totally love this pic.

fiona,poh chin,me,cheryl and shi yi!

After the performance,went and meet some of my TA22 classmates at East Coast Park.
First time playing kite.lol Shawn totally got pwned by the kite larh.Damn sad how children can play it better than us...

And just when we got the hang of it...the kite got stucked at a tree...there goes our entertaiment.Played around and then wentMcD and wait for Ms.Emily then hang out awhile playing frisbee.I SUCK AT IT.

Guess that's all.Gonna have a long weekend ahead of me with psp event training + magnum training + neighbour's 21st birthday party plus i'm pretty stressed out and frustrated over my house matter at singapore.anyone care to help?haih.

When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I met you, I was afraid to know you. When I knew you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.

Life ain't fair.Just deal with it.

PS : Will be blogging during the weekends if I have the time.XD

Si Wei

Convent's new tradition?

2009-10-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

Ok I was so fucking lazy to blog but after hearing some disturbing news..i just couldn't resist the damn temptation.

It all started one fine day when someone told me the "witch"(ask any Convent girls if you're curious) forced Pn.Yeoh to step down as prefect teacher.Yeap not much credibility except for the fact that Pn.Yeoh cried during the prefect farewell party therefore caused the misunderstanding.Totally forgot that teachers tend to get emotional during farewell party!

Thus the misunderstanding got worst and some juniors actually felt unjust for Pn.Yeoh thus went and blog about it scolding the witch.And GUESS WHAT..some sickening form 1 girl read the post and printed it out causing some people to get blacklisted.

The whole story above is what I've heard so far so if anyone has a different version.please do tell me.

MY GOD SO MUCH DRAMA!
I think I just found my new hobby...quit my korean dramas and just read people's blogs from now on.

I'm not gonna comment on who's right and who's wrong.
I'm just upset that things got into such stage.
I didn't know Convent girls would rant out on each other that way.

What's happening to Convent nowadays?
It's no longer the same Convent i used to be in.or maybe it's because of the restriction that comes from being a cluster school.
I heard the school just came up with a "no-swearing-on-your-blog" rule.
Can i say thank god i've left the school because i probably couldn't last a day without swearing.Yeap I'm definitely not the typical sweet,kind and polite girl.
I feel sad for those juniors who blogs about their private lives but are restricted by that rule just for the school's reputation.I haven't came across a person who never swore in their life especially teenagers nowadays. (If you dare say you never swear in your whole life,you're freaking lying straight to my damn face so stfu!)

Good luck with the no-swearing-on-blogs peeps!
Will blog soon with a long update about what I've been doing these past 2 weeks.

Si Wei

Flea!

2009-09-22T01:09:00.007+08:00

Went for Flea Titans III at Singapore on Sunday.Next time remind me never to go in singapore on a sunday especially when it's a public holiday(Raya) cause i seriously hate being stuck in the jam.god.Tracy and me was practically stucked in the jam for more than 1 hour.TOTALLY SHIT.

Anyway,meet Mercy and her friends at the sg ciq bus stop and as usual she totally didnt see me.god i feel so short man.or maybe she had my sickness(being blur).Reached bugis like 3.30pm which was super late and Shar was literally sending me smses like "where are you exactly?".Had to take mrt to orchard and look for DBS atm machine cause those located at Bugis and Orchard are out of services.not my day.

After like shithell of walking,we finally found the bus but not shar.omg and god shar was practically screaming "i told you not to leave orchard without me" when i specifically told her "i saw the bus already but i'm looking for you god!".
And I was so freaking perfectly sure Shar was at that bus stop when she asked me to waved at her...

Shar : WHERE ARE YOU?Wave your hands pls.
Si Wei : Can see me?
Shar : No i don't.Get someone taller.
Si Wei : Asshole.NVM.TRACY,wave your hands please.
Shar : I still dont see you
Si Wei : O-M-G.Where are you now?
Shar : I'm crossing the road.Do you see me?
Si Wei : NO.Do you see me WAVING at you?
Shar : No.

And after much miscommunications Shar managed to find me and we happily got onto the bus.phew.and trust me the bus ride was not pleasant with some girls behind us talking about some guy and how she doesn't really like her friends.

The flea market was bigger than the one me,mel and mercy went for the first time.Abit crowded if you ask me.but well the stuff are really nice.Everyone bought stuff,even Fann who looked like she would rather be anywhere else except the flea market.And shopping is more fun when you're in sg.Guess why!

Because you can freaking talk to your friends in MALAY for their opinion with all the singaporeans looking at you with a weird expression!LOL!

Finished shopping at about 7pm and decided to walk down to the bus stop and meet Miss Serah Ooi who was late.Such a pity she missed it.=( But well,there's always next time.

Took a bus to orchard for dinner.Serah suddenly decided she was craving for Long John Silvers and so we decided to eat that since Fann had NEVER eaten it before.Went to 3 malls just to look for it and god my right leg was hurting to the max.Trust me..i'm snappy when i'm hungry and in pain.

Didn't managed to find any outlet in Far East Plaza so we just settled for Carls Jr since Calvin was already there and everyone was freaking tired and hungry from all the walk.And of course..more gossiping and cocktalking from all of us.except calvin of course...he was literally traumatized by that sight of girls bitching and gossiping.

Serah,Mel and Fann talking.

and look at Fann's shocked expression when she heard about.............
totally classic expression~i like!

Got back to msia about 11.Sent Shar to her mum's shop at Permas then went got.Tracy drove back since she drove her mum's car in the afternoon and parked it at my place.

God i seriously miss having all of them around just like old times in Convent.
For once,I miss them and all their nonsense.Trust me...it's not everyday you get to bitch like you were in secondary school.
Times like this just tells me that nothing will ever change the friendship we have no matter where we are or how we look like.
And guys,

I ♥ you guys to bits and pieces.You guys just made my day worthwhile!

Mel's missing.XD

A song for you guys!

***********************************************

Literally had to drag my body up today when my mum was screaming for me to go have lunch outside..wasn't really in the mood since my computer went crazy that i couldn't view my music files name after i got back from the flea market.

After that called fann who was crossing the borders between singapore and malaysia about our plan to go for arif's open house.Decided to go there at 3.30pm.Mercy couldn't make it since she was hurting everywhere due to all the tiredness and there was no transport.So only me and fann went to see brian,chris and the rest of them there for the 2nd time(since they also went yesterday!)

Lepak-ed,makan and decided we should go cs instead.I drove from arif's house to pelangi cause chris had to return the car to his dad.fuyoh after so long not driving..guess i still can drive.XDXD But then brian took over to drive to CS cause Raya and it would probably really hard to find a parking since it's Raya.

Wanted to watch a movie but there was no movie available so we just lepak-ed at Baskin Robins.Met alot of people just now.=D Then dinner at Vivo cause perng the gay misses the food at Vivo.

Sian will most probably be spending most of my time at singapore this week.
Gonna start going back for magnum training.And also PSP camp coming up.

PS : Should i go in singapore tmr night?Need to choose own timetable on Wed early morning.Wonder whether i should ornot.

Somehow you broke me.
When all you can see is her.

Love is helpless.
No matter how hard I tried to suppress my feelings
I've come to miss you more.

Si Wei ♥

Back

2009-09-19T14:41:00.003+08:00

Opps i guessed i forgot to update my blog.
Can't blame me..wasn't really in the mood to blog after camp.
Totally sprained my nerves from my right shoulder all the way to my right leg therefore had to do cupping on my back,bandage my leg for about 1-2 days and eat some crazy chinese medicine for 6 days. Why am i so weak?Someone tell me...
Been missing training this whole week and god..i can so tell i will die for the next training.

So yea...after 6 days of training camp...

Aren't you so proud of me.XDXD

Somehow I don't really know whether i deserve it.
The road ahead is getting tougher and for once, I don't know how much longer can I take it.

Results got released yesterday.Stupid system decided to wake me upat 9am.God i so totally lost my sleep thanks to that sms.screw you!
But good thing is i passed all my module with an ok gpa.not what i targeted to get but well,it's still ok i guess.gonna have to chiong more for next sem to pull my gpa up or my mum ain't gonna be happy.

Will blog tmr after flea market.

Happy Raya to all the malays.Especially Telur aka Arif!

Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now.

Si Wei

lalala

2009-09-04T16:37:00.004+08:00

I feel so darn happy today!

Mum allowed me to drive the car by myself..woohoo..
I know it might not be a big deal for all the guys..i mean they practically drive everyday cause parents seems to trust guys more. my mum and dad had to warn me thousand of times not to get into an accident.lol...

But well..i drove to sunway jb and have lunch with tracy,esther,vivee and hui yin..damn geng right!Teehheeee..went to sunway and sit awhile with tracy and esther about 2.30 cause hui yin has maths class.sad fella.loll...and then drove back!(without any accidents).

Ha can finally prove to anyone who said i suck at driving ~~or i cant reach the pedal~~ that i do drive safely!!!

Magnum training camp is coming soon.*Sun till fri*
Pray i survive it guys! =)

Will update after training camp if possible..unless i go up to kl.XD

Si Wei

Merdeka Celebration

2009-08-31T21:17:00.014+08:00

As I promised..my first blog post for the 2 months holidays i will be having.(aren't you just SO jealous!LOL =D)

Anyway...guess what special day today is.....

Malaysia 52nd Independence Day!

Yeap my lovely ~~corrupted~~ country is finally 52 years old.I can't help but feel so somangat-ed...after all...i did spent almost 11 yrs of my life singing all the patriotik songs during bulan merdeka and also choir practices.HAHA...

Happy Merdeka Malaysia!
May you be a ~~less corrupted~~ better country.

To celebrate merdeka...agnes and me went to Shar's mum shop...hehehe...was super last minute since Shar only managed to tell me in the afternoon..partly my fault to blame since i woke up at 3pm.XD Went out to jusco tebrau with my bro and mum for awhile cause my bro said he wanted to buy a new basketball shoe...-.- forever with all the sports shoes...

Didn't managed to find the model he saw in Singapore.guess it isn't out in JB..JB is damn lag larh!Mum wanted to get me an mp3/mp4 player but didn't managed to find a really nice one with reasonable price...mum sent me to Shar's shop after that..

And being blur as I didn't see Shar in the shop...i went and ask one of the waiter..

Me : Where is Sharlene?
Waiter : Er Sharlene?Oh inside...
Me : *Walks inside a party*oh shit * walks out*

God it was so darn embrassing..everyone was looking at me like i was from Mars.haih...blur waiter...Shar,Erica and Agnes came about 5-10 mins after I got there.Started chit chatting then have dinner.

me,shar & agnes!

Erica being bored by the korean song playing!

Shar..the girl that never fails to camwhore.

Agnes my wifey!

Moi

The Lee Sisters!!

me & laopo

Don't we just look so unwilling to take this pic!LOL..

Camwhored abit then went to Jusco and walk around.

agnes,shar & me

And guess who we saw!!!!

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RACHEL!!!

So glad to see her in Jusco...haven see her for ages!Hehehe..glad she's doing well in KL..=D

More camwhore pictures...

I dunno why i'm so darn fascinated by all the DIY stuff nowadays.I actually went and bought a packet of DIY foam rose...yeap..Shar and Agnes thinks I'm mad but it's damn exciting larh!Gahh...bought it back and mentally challenged myself at Shar's mum shop for more than an hour and it was EPIC FAIL!

I SO DON'T BELIEVE THIS!!!!
and i'm so freaking sorry i glared at this little boy..didn't mean it..but i was damn frustrated man!

Shar got bored and started playing with Agnes and Erica with my camera..hence all the crazy pictures...

Agnes and her obssession with some flag thing!

And erica trying to be some korean girl!ROFL

Agnes decided to try being a ghost

Erica too...but agnes won hands down.

Look at how high they r!

3 of us after the countdown..

After that,we went in and listen to Shar's dad singing while Agnes went high on the flag thing WITHOUT drinking any alcohol.god this girl just goes so crazy and high without alcohol..wonder what she does when she takes alcohol!

Got home about 12.30 and still continue to do the damn roses!ugh...i seriously suck at DIY things but god..they are so fascinating!Someone care to teach me??=))

Watched district 9 with sarah,shar,tracy and agnes.My appetite was totally ruined thanks to the movie and i feel like puking out my lunch.ugh.

Sarah,sharlene,me,agnes & tracy!
I miss them so so so much!

Feel damn happy to be able to chit chat and gossip like we're still in high school~~
I miss being 17.
I wish life wasn't so complicated.
I wish time would just stop for me to take a deep breath because i'm suffocating!

If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world...

Si Wei

Holiday here I come

2009-08-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Gosh I can't believe i left thise blog abandoned for almost a month.
Yeap..my 1st sem in poly is officially over today. I seriously can't believe time passes so fast.
Just feels like yesterday when i just came into poly..

Anyway, had been really been these past few weeks with all the going out and studying (only for this week).
All my papers are finally over today and I'm freaking happy.
Though i might not be getting a good grade for this sem.
DAMN i seriously slacked too much after coming to poly.
Haih...but well..it's over and the holidays are here.
So... anyone wants to hang out??=D

LOL and i feel damn bad for not blogging. Will probably blog more often since it's holidays now!
Shall blog the next time. Mel is over at my room now and blogger is being a bitch not letting me upload pictures.ugh...

Nothing is more painful than realising that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him
When will you ever look at my way?

Si Wei

2009-08-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

I wonder...
What is wrong with me nowadays?
Nothing seems to go the way I want it to.
Did i take the right route up till now?
Or was it all a mistake to begin with..
Where is everything that I believed in?
Why am I exhausted now?
Was it because I was over confident?
Or was it because I'm not determined enough?
Tell me..should I give up?

Someone told me that in life, in order to achieve certain things..some things have to be sacrificed.
Am i ready to sacrifice my dreams for my future?

The thing that is really hard and really amazing is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of being yourself.

Si Wei